knowing the truth doesn't mean it's the best.. sometimes ignorance's a bliss..

'from the moment i knew the truth, it seems like the heavy stone tt's hanging in me dropped.. it feels so relieved.. however, it turned sour after a few moments.. instantly, i duno wad to do.. i jus wanted to be alone.. all by myself with the accompany of gentle breeze, smoothing music and glasses of bitter wine..'

'i chosed to know the truth.. so i have to bear it no matter how much it hurts.. i will get over it someday..'