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BLOG CLOSED

Reason: I DUN FEEL LIKE blogging anymore.

BYE BYE!

SIAN again! guess what? more stuffs to be done!

sqm individual report 29 dec
crb field trip report 29 dec
ccom job ad 30 dec
napfa 30 dec

wah sian lo. all is due on the first week when sch reopens. zzz. super sian uh!

updates on schedule

BACK from school with more sad news uh. what do i mean uh.

IT MEANS MORE QUIZES. T-T

Updated schedule
Fri, 14th nov CCN day. COCONUTS up for grab!!
Sat, 15th nov Steamboat @ thomson
Mon, 17th nov SQM quiz 1 & DO MP slides
Tue/Wed, 18th & 19th nov DO MP report draft
Thu, 20th nov Keppel visit & peer tutorial
Fri, 21st nov MP report draft DUE
Mon, 24th nov MP trial (not comfirm)
Tue, 25th nov MSA quiz 1
Wed, 26th nov MP JUDGING
Thu, 27th nov Club and Resort Quiz 1

Super sian leh!!!
*FAINT*

Packed schedule

SIAN SIAN SIAN.

the following weeks will be stressful uh.

13rd nov, which is tml, MSA peer teaching. Hopefully the printing shop isn't crowded.
14th nov, CCN, Selling coconuts? lol. >.< Hopefully it's not gonna rain.
WEEKENDS ( SAT GONE, SUN STUDY!!)
17th nov, SQM quiz 1. haven even study! Hopefully my brain is still able to memorize.
WEEKDAYS ( THU GONE, TUE AFTERNOON AND WED DO DRAFT.)
21st nov, MP report first draft. haven even started. -.- Hopefully my brain juice flows.
WEEKENDS (SAT, SUN DO SLIDES)
WEEKDAYS ( MON, TUE EITHER 1 TRIAL WITH L/O)
26th nov, MP judging. Haven even started doing the slides and the trial with L/O haven do yet.

all planned out. Hopefully i din missed anything out. haiz. sian. 2008 isn't a good year.

How i wish time will stops on christmas day. den forever in christmas mood! =p

GRADE 1 imitations!

Hello!

Anyone interested in getting high class replica of branded bags? the url is here! visit to get more information. hopefully get 10 (including me) or more orders to get cheaper rate. and it's free shipping to asia!

Though it's replica but it seems super real uh. haha. if interested, pls leave a tag.

Thanks for viewing! hehe.

ranting

LET ME RANT WILL YOU?!

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i am still super duper unhappy can? !!!!!

Slacker

Oh well, i know i have not been updating. so you guys have no entertainment uh. lol. simple reason for this, I AM LAZY! haha. and playing back old games such as gunbound. quite dumb yet entertaining. and SOMEBODY keep winning me, becoming very proud. dunno who uh.

besides playing old games, i watch old show too. lol. duno if you guys have heard of this super old (older than me) de anime. it's call saint seiya aka warrior of zodiac. it have many different story and movies. many nice characters too! so overall quite nice and addictive uh. Most information can be found at wikipedia. search more if u wan to. haha. i usually watch at veoh or tudou. just search saint seiya will do. but tudou can be quite slow sometimes =/ those lazy yet interested, chat me in msn and i shall spoon feed you by giving you the link directly. haha. good uh?

and finally, Gold Saint of the SAGGITAURUS constellation ROCKS!!! not that 'Pai C'! LOL.

Besides that, anyone got lobang for Boys Over Flowers aka Hana Yori Dango VCD esp part 1 which is so difficult to find now. Watching in tudou is so slow. sian. tsk!

Looking forward for the upcoming FO7 BBQ on 4 oct and Class outing on 8 Oct. hehe. and somebody haven give me something uh. your deadline is nearing cos oct is coming. lol! and btw, oct of year 2008, not year 2222 hor! haha.

Note: underlined de is got LINK de if you haven realised. haha.

'I'm SERIOUSLY 'BED-RIDDEN'!

I just want to sleep through all the troubles.'

SOMEONE BRING ME OUT FOR A 'SHOP-TILL-DROP' DAY!

Some random quiz!

1) The person who tagged:

Peggy

2) Your relationship with him/her is:

Gf.

3) Your five impressions of him/her:

-White

-Adagio

-Duno la

-Okok la

-hmm, Arh, Orh!

4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

Opps. Forgotten. haha. Her ai xin fish porridge BOUGHT. she say will cook in the future!

5) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:

She said she loves me! =p

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:

Alr tgt.

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

Hmmm. lesser hmm, arh, orh, duno, okok la. LOL!

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:

The day most probably wun come. I am too kind to hate anyone! =p

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

She's too slow? duno =/

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

eh, make her happy? o.o

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:

1 word, short and sweet, GOOD! haha.

12)How you think people around you will feel about you?:

Ask them lo.

13) The characters you love of yourself are:

Straightforward

14) On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:

Too straightforward

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:

obviously Me!

16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:

Wo wei ren ren, ren ren wei wo. haha.

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:

Dun wan to pass liao. cos i guess later will get a lot of repeat de. so end here.

BYE BYE

FO7 gathering

hurhur! i am back from the FO7 gathering! it was such a nice gathering uh. it's like an monthly event. haha. anyway, i shan't repeat the whole process and post the pics cos raymond and derek's blog got some nice nice de le. so whoever wants to see, go to the link.

alright, some significant de. first was the con-woman who sell the candies to raymond and derek. 400g 12bucks. haha. some were ok, some were not, some even stinks. LOL. next was the steamboat, the xiao la turn out to be super hot. cant tahan even the soup is diluted. so everybody camp at the chicken soup side. T_T thirdly, Laselle photo taking session. haha. some typical power ranger style, some male 1 side female 1 side, and SOME duno how to describe de. FO7 should know la. haha. lastly was the train home. took some pics and created a joke out of me. -.- haha

alright. that's all. NEXT out on next month. Peishan JYJY la. haha.

Happy!

WAHAHAHAHA!

Last few mins before my attachment ends!

After that, i declare FREEDOM!

I am using the last few mins to blog since there's nothing to do. hehe. finally finish tis whole thing. Million thanks to MC, cruchyroll, youtube, friends who kept me company during the boring week, SIP partner jerry who have 2 more days to go and of cos gf for her words of encouragement! Thankfully i have completed my SIP report. xD

alright, thurs marks a significant start of a slacker's life! i need programs too! DATE ME OUT, i am serious. WAHAHAHAHA.

gadgets

hurhur, back to update. haven post my newest gf de pic uh. haha. cos i have been trying to snap a artistic view of omnia. alright, i admit my shooting skills are not up to the standard. i found 1 online. so nice. here it is!

nice uh. i tink so too. =x haha. finally get my hands on it.

RANDOM: i wanna get a macbook air! slim, light and nice. hmm. anyone knows the price? hopefully the specs are not too jialat. haha.

Attachment left with 3 days! endure, Endure and ENDURE!

MCMCMCMCMCMCMC

YESH! i am proud to announce that i am MC for 2 days, meaning NO WORK.

ALRIGHT, OFF TO ROT. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

omnia!

wahahahaha. introducing my newest gf, her name is Omnia. hehe. she is too lovely. she's slim, no worries for over weight problem. she stays in my pocket. she's black yet shiny. next time den upload her pic. =p

' hey, dun jealous uh. ADAGIO! haha.'

sian sian

AHH! i am super duper uber bored at work. how i wish i could skip work like how i skip lectures during school days. my classmates will know that i will only appear in lectures on the first and last lesson. wahahahaha.

anyone can intro me to some kind of corrupted doctors who sell MCs? not too ex pls. like 10 bucks per day. hehe. i am willing to travel the extra mile to buy like 3 days MC per week for the last 3 weeks.

I AM DESPO FOR MC!!!

trust

'Though he's not really close with me, he's still my respectable cousin.

He will always live in our memories.

The fun and laughters he brought to us.

My deepest condolences to my da yi and family.'

'Mark my words, Trust and honesty is the only language accepted in a relationship

Though it sounded easy, it's difficult to apply'

Enjoy!

HEY HEY.

Hope you guys have enjoyed urselves during the BBQ.

Happy National Day!

Take care, see you guys soon! =)

bbq details

HI

I am back with all the details.
Menu will be the following:
1. Hotdog
2. crabsticks
3. sweet corns
4. satay
5. chicken chops
6. sambal sotong
7. stingray

Drinks will be fruit punch.

Venue: Rio vista
Time: 7pm
Cost: $7 to $9 (Still working on it.)

Thanks for the support!
Hope to see you guys on friday!

pissed.

every morning i am sooooooooooooooo damn pissed with MOE. fucking retards la. my supervisor knows that the attachment period is going to be over, now flooding us with who. still ask if we are going to take leave. oh pls la. 1 day only 14.7 bucks. WO BU XI HAN! even i work macdonalds will aso get better than this. still got the cheek to ask me work work work. KNN. who the hell you tink you can make me work. if's not for the sake of passing, i would have quitted long ago. Fucking cheapskate. go hire someone to help the department. Fancy exploiting interns from polytechnics. no money to hire graduates ar? wtf is this?

i tot it should be 'if i am able to do, i do. if i duno how to do, den too bad.' still ask me go find out stuffs that i learn before. something i notice about government sector, dey like to make simple matters complicated. 1 very simple thing have to separate into so many files. when i first started, those info were alr super messy. still expect me to check and make sure it's in correct order. this dun have that dun have. how to compile. BULLSHIT!

and the big boss of the department. another BIG retard. i guess anyone can be, even a 3 year old kid. he like to ask my supervisor to present info in a '1 look will understand' de style. obviously it ended up to be my work. we do until so jialat he 1 look den understand and throw 1 side. NB CB! lidat i aso can be big boss la. ask others to prepare such easy info, 3 yr old kid aso will understand la. dun understand why such bosses need so many education. someone who can understand and communication in english will be competent enough.

4 more fucking weeks to go. TP just sent a email about SIP survey form. i will DEFINATELY give fucking negative comments. MARK MY WORDS! spoil my sleep, spoil my dream, spoil my late night parties, spoil my mood. THIS WHOLE SIP IS A RUBBISH! i really pity the next batch who are coming in to work in oct. those next sem 3.1 de student. see moe nia, SIAM AR!

even the lappy issued to do work is like shyt. sometimes will black screen and jus die off. wtf. fucking cheapskate laptop. still wan me to take good care of it, lock it in the cabinet to prevent theft. OMG la. this type of useless laptop, i tink theifs aso dun wan. they still think is some treasure. SHITTY!

FUCK OFF !

BBQ comfirmation!

Peeps who are attending are
1. Donna
2. Angie
3. Peggy
4. Yap Ben
5. HuiYu
6. Yufang
7. JunJie
8. MeiFeng
9. Winnie
10. Minting
11.Ruixiang
12. Myself.

hope i din make any mistakes in the list.
if there's any last min stuffs, pls let me know asap.

venue: rio vista
time: 630pm to endless. =p
date: 8/8/2008

To james, pls let me know if you are coming ok? haha. hope to cya too.

COMFIRM

OK, the BBQ IS ON!
Provided the pit is available. haha.

will let you guys know the details soon.
stay tune! hehe.

RANDOM

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Updates

UPDATES on BBQ

HOHO!

2 more peeps are comfirm! -.-
updated list is below!
1. Donna
2. Angie
3. Peggy
4. Yap Ben
5. HuiYu
6. Winnie
7. Momo (ghost only eat candles and joss sticks la) lol.

TML LAST DAY TO COMFIRM le. ASK MORE PEEPS TO COME!

>>>>>>>>Pit status<<<<<<<<

LEFT WITH 4, 5 and 6 ONLY!

FAST COMFIRM MEANS FAST BOOKING!

THE MORE THE MERRIER!

1, 2, 3..... GOGOGO!

-.-

Updates on BBQ

UPDATES ON BBQ

Alright, some people have responded to the BBQ idea.

Positive responses from :

1. Donna

2. Angie

3. Peggy

4. Yap Ben

5. HuiYu

OMG! only 5 ppl. more leh. Pls help spread around, ask CO and alunmi ppl!

LAST DAY COMFIRM ON FRIDAY 1st of AUGUST so that Ruixiang can book the pit!!

Anyone interested?

Target audience : SRSCO/ Alumni

Hello everyone,

Anyone will be interested in BBQ-ing on national day eve (8th Aug)? haha.

Possible menu could be the following :
1. Chicken chops
2. Satays
3. Hotdogs
4. Sotong
5. Fish
6. Oatak

Possible drinks could be the following :
1. Fruit punch
2. Beer
3. Red wine
4. Soft drinks

Possible places could be the following :
1. Rio Vista

that's only some of the stuffs that i could think of.
Perhaps some games? lol.
well, it might be a way to gather once again after the competition ends.
So, if you are interested, feel free to leave a tag!
Suggestions are welcome!

hopefully there will be good responses and it will be on!

Ranting!

finally i am blogging again. but first of all, let me RANT will you?

i am so so so so UNHAPPY with work at MOE! super dry and bored. today's the day when everything doesn't go my way. the first thing i reach office building which irritates me was the dumb lift. it work by some smart system. but i feel that it's rather stupid. everyone just waited outside the same lift for certain levels. what happen to the other lifts? slacking? wth. waited for 10mins for it la.

secondly, the dumb supervisor everytime like to change change change. she think her way very good uh. wth. pointed out her mistake and she say it's alright, go on with it. after which, she came to us and say have to change. wtf. idiotic. super turn-off lunchtime too. walked out to the hawker centre and to my disappointment, it was closed. took a de-tour to find food. in the end, NONE! went back to canteen. bought pasta. Now den i realise pasta can be soooooooo shitty. the pasta was serve with tomatoe sauce and that's it, no more. serving small, salad stinks and it cost 3 bucks. initially already no appetite, with this shit, WTF!

still feeling hungry, went to get food. chose the wrong tibits. the tab card system lagging. internet lagging and there goes my youtube. everything just went haywire la. den now SIP update to teacher in-charge become individual. it means that i have to type everything that i have done from week 1 till now and send it to her. wth. it's like a repetition of what jerry have sent wad. dumb la.

oh well. i guess the only thing which went right was, i manage to get the sweet donut.

' Rubbish, Rubbish and more Rubbish!'

some updates to do.

it's been awhile since i last update. anyway, wun be blogging anymore. kinda busy at work and i have got nothing to update anyway.

will be doing blog hopping too. so guys, rmb to update and let me read. haha. links updated too. ok, i noe it's like finally i edit the link. haha.

alright. that's all.

' Happy Birthday to you =)'

funny presentation

wahahahahaha. i'm back. recently have been quite busy due to work. prepare this prepare that. meeting here meeting there. ZZZ. bored, tired. alright, no difference for today's work. however, there's some funny things happened during meeting today.

today is my presentation. before me, there are 2 presentations by some fan company selling super big fans and of cos one of our MA, CPG. the fan company's presentation goes this way. that person keep talking and talking, in between he was trying to show the operations of the fan. Thus, he uses his hands as the blades and turn like a fan. -.- kinda dumb and his actions are hilarious. he did it not only once, but several times due to some technical questions asked by the management. wahahahaha. wanted to laugh but cannot la. people meeting right? lol.

next was the CPG guy. previously there was a meeting to amend the contract details held. some changes were made. today, he's going to present to us what has been change. that guy who presented first was a dumb one. first, he said he amended the coverpage. wth. like that's not the main point. it's ok, nvm. he's new maybe. next, he went on to the contents page and say he amend the content cos there addition headings. WTH. my deputy director directly told the other CPG guy (who is the usual one, so called experience one) to take over and start from the main point. LOL. super funny. same la, cannot laugh. toopid guy, ppl wan to see the contract he go say change content and coverpage. LAME LA. haha.

after that my turn lo. nothing much. the funny thing only in the morning. afternoon meeting and routine work den HOME SWEET HOME >.< Finally!!

lastly, monday IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY! haha. good! dun nd work. hehe. Happy Vesak Day in advance!

Blogging at work. hehe

i am now using the time during my working hours to blog. well, i have done my work la. so no worries. haha. though there should be lots of work to do, quite a few projects are pending for approval and comments. government sector is always like this. have to wait for approval for this and that. and my supervisor got meeting everyday. so, she haven got the time to see our drafts when we sent her. as for now, nothing much we can do. just wait lo.

lately we have been sitting in meetings with the supervisor. quite bored. and guess wad, one of our project, revamping the FM handbook requires lots of meeting with the MAs (SMM & CPG). today jus had the first meeting. distributed the work amount. so, is not like only me and jerry revamping the whole book. phew. haha. as for us, our part is to source out all the SOP ( Standard Operating Procedures). we have done it. see how's going to be like in the next meeting in the following weeks. haha. hope the revamping of the handbook will proceed smoothly.

ok, now we are jus waiting for 545pm to knock off. haha. all packed up and ready to go. haha. GOOD NEWS! tml no work due to labour day. haha. first holiday in my attachment. good! dun nd to wake up soooooo early. quite a period of time i have been sleeping before 12am and wake up at 12pm. it's not like myself and i miss my slacker life. HAHA >.<

ok la. that's about it. i think those collegues who walked pass though i was typing some report. haha. i nv got caught. wahahahahaha. ENJOY PUBLIC HOLIDAY TO THE FULLEST!!! Muahahahaha!

SIP-MP

first week of SIP is doing nothing la. first few days was jus waiting for 1230 which is lunchtime and 545 which is knock off time. haha. though there are some stuffs to do, it's jus some miscellenous stuffs. able to get in done within an hour. guess that's the first week.

hope next week will be better. haha. anyway, next week got public holiday! 1st may, labour day! meaning no work for those who doing SIP now. haha. go out celebrate?

last entry for the holiday.

holidays are coming to an end in less than 12 hours time. so last entry of holiday, and at the same time, marks a start of attachment life. aww. everyone seems to be attached to the west side of singapore, perhaps we will still run into each other in the green mrt line yea? from tampines which is in-house to boon lay, our people are being spreaded all around it. haha. and i'm in buona vista. -.-

nothing much to blog about thought. hoping that i wouldn't be late for the first day. haha. train concession starts tomorrow morning! $45 gone before getting pay. Zzz...

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alright, tml's goin back to school for SIP briefing at 10am. anyway, doesn't really concerns me. wondering why? haha. cos i already comfirm every details like reporting time, venue, attire and much more. not neccessary to list all la right? haha.

ok, some preview about the attachment. my attachment place will be at MOE, which is located right opposite buona vista MRT station. it's far but alr used to it when i'm working in haagen dazs holland v, right shendia? haha. practically, i know the place pretty well. will be doing energy audit and BCM stuffs. dun really know what's the real thing installed for me. think that's all for now. haha.

hope that the environment's friendly. haha. 5monthes! i will MAKE IT! haha.

meanwhile, PLAY hard BEFORE starting to WORK hard. =p

for the sake of MR LOW JUNXIANG

titanium armour with aura. haha.


titanium armour


bluestin armour with sword shown.

bluestin armour

recently started playin CABAL, not maple anymore hor MR LOW. haha. ok. here are some screen shot of my char wearing bluestin and titanium armourset respectively. quite nice graphics eh. lol. join me and jerry in cabal la, marcus. haha.

finally an update. HAHA

alright. updates. recently have been spending time with myself. HAHA. since attachment gonna start soon, in like 2 weeks time, i'm goin to let myself become a slacker! rotting, slacking, doing nothing, lying on bed for 24 hours. whatever that do not requires the usage of brain, i will do it in tis last 2 weeks. haha.

watching tv, playing games, sleeping, eating, drink, lying on the bed and daydream. everyday with the same stuffs. kinda lifeless yet 'relaxing'. haha. brain's on holiday! shutting off now! bye =p

' Pinning high hopes will only makes you pain when fell.'

quiz requested by huiyu.

alright, nothing much to update so decided to do the quiz as requested by huiyu. haha. ok, here goes.

QUIZ

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

Ans. Hopefully 26.

2. What I want the most now?

Ans. Er. Diploma cert? haha.

3. Who is the person you trust most?

Ans. Nobody including myself.

4. Do you think you have enough confident?

Ans. What area do you wish to know uh?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what whould it be?

Ans. Can i have everything? =p

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Ans. No, i can't see it anyway due to colorblindness.

7. What are you afraid to lose now?

Ans. Seriously, i think i have nothing to lose eh.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

Ans. A lifetime is good enough for me.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Ans. Yes.

10. List our 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Ans. Jerry. I can't see any good points. LOL =p

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?

Ans. Mutual love is enough between couples.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

Ans. People who lies and claimed that it's for your own good.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship?

Ans. Initial yes, but now, not sure.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather accepting the truth?

Ans. Accept the truth.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Ans. Future partner? haha.

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend /girlfriend?

Ans. Yes, i am going to get married by 26 hor, mind you! haha.

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?

Ans. Something new.

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?

Ans. Normal friends.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

Ans. Less spendthrift. haha.

20. What makes you different?

Ans. Nothing. I am just like everyone of you.

Finally done. -.- i tot short short nia yet it turn out to be 20 questions. zzzz. anyway. DONE! haha. lazy to choose what 8 people la. Bless me or Bless me not, up to God. haha.

early night.

had a terrible headache last night. tossing and turning while i'm in bed. perhaps i have been staring at my lappy and tv under a dim light. oh well. doesn't have any medicine at home. get myself to sleep, hope it will be better.

when i woken up tis morning, i see the clock, 930 am.. =.= that's the result of sleeping too early ytd night. well, at least the splitting headache is gone. haha. guess i shouldnt face electronic stuffs for long hours. updated on the pics of the skates took me quite some time cos the size is 1.8mb per pic. T_T taken using my phone. din know it will turn out so big. haha.

BCM additional cert de test's coming up. gotta study and make sure i get it! 50 MCQ may sounds easy, but nv underestimate it! haha.

reached!

hohohoho! my skates finally reached singapore. long waited skates.. cant wait to try it out on ice. but haven sharpen yet. finally can wear own skates to skate. haha. =p pics are here. hehe.

' The reason behind it was, Once bitten, Twice shy.. '

elements of life.

' what is the reason which makes me apologize to her? i thought i am taking her words and action lightly. it has proven me wrong. does it mean she still have weightage in me? '

' i am like ice, trying to my best keep myself frozen yet she's like flame, trying her best to melt the ice.'

results are out!

din update due din do much these days. holidays are boring. adding the fact that it kept raining and raining like it nv rained before.. -.- being kept at home is bored. other than sleeping, chatting online, viwawa-ing, vcd-ing, what else can i do? haha. however among my boring days, still there are some days which are occupied.

someday last week went to jerry house to play mahjong. with grala nia. 3 leg aso play. zzz super fast. we can play 24 rounds in 2 hours. haha. fast ar. after that walked grala to the bus and accompanied her to wait for bus before goin home for dinner.

monday, went out with grala. eating, window shopping and plan my stuffs. met celine at junior too. chatted awhile. went to quite some places. first to citylink den to suntec, den to marina square den heeren. after she went off for training, i went home.

watching tv till late night.. quote from a show, ' athough our feelings isn't heartening, it's like flowing water, peaceful, steady and slow yet everlasting.' quite a nice quote for me. haha. xi shui chang liu never stops. oh well.. after the show, sleep la! haha

Today, the results of the main exam are out! haha. quite satisfied with my results except two subjects. sian la. but at least passed all. hack care la. now i can skate without worries le. =)

' friends are jus passing images of life, take them lightly and thou will not be hurted.'

' i'm looking forward for a happy and fruitful day on a particular day. Cheers!'

yawns

for some reasons, which even myself cant figure out what it is, i am awake now at 9AM. ZzZzZ.. the breeze's cold. brr.. sian.. woke up early means i have a long day to spend. though is school holiday, it's boring everyone's busy with their own stuffs, be it work or school. oh well.. cant do much though. perhaps should go find some temp work to increase income? haha. well, i am lazy to stand in the shop doing nothing and waiting pay day.

yawns. feeling kinda sleepy but jus cant sleep. hmm, maybe should go get mac for breakfast. haha. alright den. just go get it! cya!

it's over

finally the exams are over! woots. this long awaited moment. attractions management paper still alright but it took me quite some time. hope the marker buys my arguement. haha.

after went to pizza hut for lunch with classmates. most of the class were there. haha. the baked pasta at pizza hut sucks. zzz. not nice.. still feels that swensens' or pastamanic de is better. anyway, nvm.. after that went for playing session at arcade before goin into movies.

caught meet the spartans. quite a lame show. but very funny. haha. 'i will survive!' after that went home. sorta tired ar. slept for awhile. skipped dinner. haha. now i'm kinda hungry. considering to have supper or not. hehe.

' indecisiveness seriously isn't great feeling. hope i din place my bets wrongly'

thoughts

'i have gain the ability of 'transparency'. i guess you too....'

catch a breath

back to blogging. these few days just pure mugging. when i say mugging, doesn't apply to time when i am at home. haha. mugging outside with friends.

SAT
met up with dia, weilin and Ms Koh. haha. did energy audit past year papers. wasn't that tough for me though. taught dia. our papers, notes and books are all on the floor. haha. the sight was quite a spectacular one. it has been a long time since i saw so much books and stuff related to study. perhaps the last time was during the preparation for Os. oh well. after doing the papers, dey online see dogs. -.- nvm since we are done with what we are supposed to. home sweet home den.

SUN
finally got the time to go change hp. wahahahaha. so long since i last change hp. so went with mum to change le den go meet weilin Ms Koh and charlotte at ave 8 de mac. Ms Koh help me pasted the screen protecter on my phone. though is not really well done but still, THANK YOU! haha. so tried my best to memory pmgt. luckily still gotten dem in. haha. din really study much there cos we end up chatting. for instance, getting weilin a english name? haha. much more and so on. left for dinner at home. stayed up to watch tv. no feeling to study. haha. finally, sleep!

MON
alright, managed to wake myself up cos last night watch tv until too late. haha. went school for project management paper. finished in 40 mins. was chicken feet. =p haha. seriously easy. but i find MCQ more difficult ar. haha. i studied and memorise theory. so when cant find the option, i die. haha. wadever. den went T3 for lunch. after that went back to hougang. the rest came too. so taught them Eaud in the food court. and we went jerry house for dinner and started studying again. process of mugging is sian. after that go home sleep.

TUE, today
energy eaud was a killer paper. as in i killed the paper. haha. confident in the paper. hope there isn't any calculator errors and i din punch in the wrong value. the numbers are too long so must write carefully. haha. went lunch at TM with classmates. home few mins ago, blogging now. haha. luckily there's a breather in between Eaud and AM. still got time to study, slack and BLOG. haha. oh well, since there's time, OFF TO SLACK. ZzZ..

2 papers down!

finally the first 2 papers today! fortunately, efforts paid off! =D BCM paper is super easy cos i have re-write the answers for 3 times. haha. can write out the answers without refering to the question provided the sequence is the same and yes, it is the same! so finished BCM paper effortlessly. went out in 40 mins time.

after that went makan and study for lighting of cos. the paper was alright. wun kena sup-paper. confident of passing but A is impossible. haha. well, i am satisfied though. finished in an hour due to some careless mistake which i managed to find in the calculations. thank god! lol. went home to slack. haha.

went to school without cap. damn ugly la. sian. at least have to wait for 1 month before my hair grows back. =/ so for the time being, i am gonna wear cap and beanies or bandana. haha. more winter than ever before. it's become like winter sonata, yes, in singapore. i noe is gonna looks hot, bear with it lo. haha.

anyway, buck up for PM, Eaud and AM. last 3 papers and welcome holidays! haha. study study and more study!

mugg hard!

ok, back to update. at least god allow some time for me to blog about tis few days. haha. alright. in short, i have been studying either at cp, school or home. haha. facing books, ms koh and ms chan. and of cos, thanks ms hae-mon for teaching and creating jokes! LOL>.<

the most memorable thing happened in school, lalala room. ok. ms chan and her hilarious acts. haha. ask those who witness dun blog about it, she blogged out herself. haha. ok la, dun laugh at her. it's jus her. lol. and ms koh made me wait for 1 hour! so TWO bubble tea. =p

haiz. today damn sian la. before goin to meet ms (koh+chan), went to cut hair. guess wad's the result? it's sucks!!!! the hairdresser cut until sooooooooooooooooooooooooo short la. sian half. wore a cap to meet dem. oh well, what's done is done. BUT i still wan to complain la. so now, i dun even noe how to go school tml for bcm and lgacs paper. cap too? =/ duno can wear cap all during de paper or not. damn ugly! =/

keeping my finger crossed! hope tml's paper will be easy and my hair to grow long fast fast!!! >.<

enjoyment before MUGGING

year 2.2 has come to an end. meaning that exams are around the corner. gotta start mugging in the study week. ok, before mugging, enjoy first la. haha.

ON SAT
went to mr roy tang's house for visiting. jerry, michelle and i reached first. chatted with mr tang, play with his baby. after that huanwei, calvin, shendia and yonghan came. watched sugar and spices. not a bad show. quite nice. as usual, new year mah, sure will gamble. haha. ok, we did. haha. halfway through, grala, ericia, weiting finally reached. so slow. so started eating before continuing the game. lots of laughters and smiles. KFC, 933 golden pillow, yu sheng and lots of drinks. after that, continued to gamble. and mr tang gave out angbaos, ranging from $20 to $4. haha. ok, i am not that lucky to get $20. gotten $4. well, better than nth. haha. the brothers gotten the top 2 angbaos. gambled until like 4plus before leaving to jerry's house.

we left together but went different place. some went to jerry's house while some went to huaiwei's house. for me, went to jerry's house. played mahjong but no money involved. haha. great yea? jus anyhow game. haha. waited for the rest to come before starting dinner. but in the end we started first. halfway through dinner, heard a familiar voice and we all know who has reached. lol. ok, wendy and yiting are here. some of us have finished our dinner. after they have finished, den grala reached. haha. gonna eat alone uh. nevertheless, some of us accompanied her. finale of the day, mahjong gambling! with money hor. oh well, lady luck was not with me. overall, lost to grala aka gamble queen! 3 sides all lost to 1 side. T_T not really alot so nvm la. after that, went home. tired eh. and duno who still call me play viwawa at 230am ar. =p

well, i guess everyone have enjoyed themselves today! take care and mug hard for exams.

ON SUN
managed to wake myself up for movie. 1040 screening. so early la. free de, so no use complaining. haha. caught CJ7 with cousins and aunt. i personally dun like the show. no meaning and not funny. zzz. waste my time. near fell asleep in the show. after that went for lunch at pastamania. it's been a long time since i last dine at pastamania. went back to grandma house to play mahjong. din win also. ok den i realised that i have to write out the answers for BCM and i now still not home. zzz hack care. uncle drove me home. started to write answers but doesn't have all. sian half. waste time. luckily wendy sent me the whole thing. thanks! i guess i have to print out or COPY all out. haha. hope is not too much to study. either today, wed or thurs have to memorise. hmm. that's all. gd nite.

Final week of school

ok. finally the last week of school has ended. quite a busy week cos of projects and stuffs. so everyday other than normal school timetable, also stayed back to do projects. boring and tired. while doing every project, we nv forget fun. lol. crack jokes, play games. haha. recently, some of us got hooked on Wahjong. lol. even safwan and anas aso noe how to play. haha.

there's a special day in tis week. however, the way i spent it is ordinary. again, project! -.- oh well. classmates are giving out sweets, choco. thanks! haha. and grala! as promised, an Angbao for you la! haha. thick leh, it's 1 stack of money leh. haha. get on with work after lunching. print pmgt followed by bfa. nevertheless, Happy Vday everyone!

and today, i am feeling very happy yet unhappy. contradicting uhs. haha. cos today handed up all the projects! left with NONE! muahahahaha. but den, it means that exams are coming. zzz. many stuffs to study. anyway, done up with a studying schedule. bookings are full! =p

' i've made up my decision because i can't forget what has happened.'

i'm glad.

' thanks for staying. i'm really happy when you said ok. i believe. take care.'

CNY

Day 1 of CNY
as usual, went to grandma house for CNY. we were late tis year. why leh? my parents' fault. still slowly bath, change when the time's flying like nobody's business. when we reach, nobody's there. zzzz. all cousins went out to bai nian liao. aiyo. nv wait for me. oh well. of cos the usual relatives are still there. after a short while, more relatives come. good right? cos it means more red packets! haha. talk talk eat eat drink drink. that's what i have been doing. haha. played mahjong with aunt, sis and dad. all play so slow. haha. usually is play with my cousins la. haha. unfortunately, by the time they are back, it's time for me to leave le. -.- nvm la. still got day 2.

after leaving, meeting weiting ericia and shendia for grala's house. too bad that wendy cant make it. haha. grala's mum looks super young leh. and most of them wears GREEN. haha. after chatting, gambled in her room with her god-brothers. dogs was chasing each other. 1 male 1 female. though the male one has been sterilised. haha. still have the desire to do. aiyo. haha. gambled all the way until 11 den leave. was a pleasant experience. thanks grala! that marks an end to day 1.

Day 2 of CNY
today actually suppose to visit another relative and chua chu kang. i lazy to go la. haha. anyway they will still ask my mum to pass it to me. LOL. so went to grandma house to play our 'unplayed' mahjong in day 1. reach around 1pm. den played the full 16 rounds. of cos there are relatives came in the midst of our game. nevertheless, they are kind enough to come into the room to distribute. LOL. my sis din come so too bad. =x

after the 16 rounds, go slack awhile before starting another 16. haha. however time doesn't allow for 16 rounds. managed to play 8 rounds before goin for dinner. after that home sweet home! day 1 was too tired. din count my angbaos. hehehehe. $.$ earnings dropped abit leh. haha. nvm la. expected anyway. after that gotta do BCM research. and i'm sooooo lucky to find a website which has all the datas of the countries i am looking for. hehe. easy task. den go to bed.

Day 3 of CNY
today woke up abit too late ar. supposed to go ah jie's house to celebrate her bday and have lunch de. but i woke up at 1215. haha. and still, i sat in front of the tv until 1pm. was watching legend of the 8 immortals. haha. so reached there after the cake cutting 'ceremony'. oh well, better than nv go wad. eat, talk, drink, watch tv. din really do anything special. went home at 3plus cos she has to prepare for her dad's side de dinner.

reach home watch tv. and after tv, blogging, which is now. haha. i know i have something to do. but i am jus too lazy to do. guess what is it? =p Eaud la. haven type in according to the template and the supporting workings. sian. boring. tml no program leh. haiya. anybody goin anybody's house jio me go! lol. not forgetting next sat de roy tang's house and jerry's house. looking forward for it!

TP-FDMERS! enjoy while you can now, cos after CNY, gotta start MUGGING! lol.

lunar new year's eve!

ok. proudly annouced that I, Tan Quanlin, woke up at 630am, leave house at 645am and reach school at 745am! OMG la. that's so unbelievable! especially for my class. it's been a long time since we are all ON TIME for lesson. haha. today is the re-assessment of orgcom. well, frankly speaking, it's way better than the last lesson. haha. good start yea?

the class was super enaging la. like suddenly so enthu. haha. all kinds of activities. after lesson, stayed back to do eaud. of cos in between got talk crap, eat, drink. haha. but still, only managed to do until the last part. teacher left le. unable to continue. time flies! lol. alr 3plus. and we left for tm to help ericia get her cloths. haha. den proceed home.

nothing much on the way. as usual lo. reach home at 5plus. ok. and i was super tired and felt asleep. as a result, i was late for reunion dinner. 8pm den reach when i am suppose to reach at 630pm. opps. oh well, nvm. better than nv come right? haha. chat with cousins. and btw, congrats jie, you are not lonely on tis valentine's day le! haha. i have to jiayou le la. =p

home sweet home after that. ok! that's all for the LONG and tiring lunar new year's eve. look forward for tml! cheers!

brrr. having a bad flu tis morning. non-stop sneezing. make me felt so tired. haiz. nevertheless, gotta continue working on projects. acoustics was done but i am struggling with my nose. T-T so, i say, jerry do. haha. done it after sometime. most of the class were doing acoustics in project management class. haha. Mr Cheng quite poor thing uh. he flash the answer and explain but nobody bother to copy. haha. sry cher!

after that proceed with binding and lunch. went back to lab to slack. after weiting and company are done, went to club room to slack. haha. oh ya. now the 'in-thing' is viwawa. haha. it's a webby to play games and earn gold. haha. put in a bad way is teach you how to gamble. lol. of cos, we 'gambled' in the clubroom virtually. haha. lastly lgacs tut. copy tut answar and bye!

den peiyu mention that the class tee's gonna ready soon! haha. heard it's quite nice so look forward for it! ok and we are gonna get it on valentine's day. o.o i noe it's no link. -.-

finally, happy 19th birthday to clar! i turned 18 not long and you are 19. -.- anyway, happy birthday!

' i know you received le. tell me you will stay, will you?'

another week passed.

friday marks an end of the week. reflections on what had happened during tis 5 days. first 3 days was nothing. jus pure mugging, chiong-ing project and at the same time talk crap. haha. thank god that my class wasn't those quiet type.. cant survive in too quiet study environment. lol. what's most exciting was on thurs....... muahahhahaha.

thurs morning had orgcom assessment. was a failure though. most of the class were late and not well prepared. somehow, our group gets to present first. after the presentation, she started her scolding.. reprimanding the whole class, say our attitude no gd, din bother to do work etc. aiya jus say our class and group until like kns. in the end, re-assessment was arranged on next wed 8am to 10am. kinda sian. our class ended and everyone walked out of the classroom with a sian look and abit of anger.

well, it's over so i doesn't really mind what she scolded cos i cant be bother with her. haha. after that stayed back in clubroom to do projects. some doing eaud, some doing acoustics.. we ta pao food up to save time. researched for sometime before yong and company came. while researching, we were also crapping. haha. and something BAD happened. no point blogging out. those who were there understands what i am saying here =X

after the BAD thing's over, continued doing projects lo. BUT! haha. ended up playing some childish and sill games. lol. truth or die? shoot, shag, marry! dare or die? though it's kinda lame, but it enjoyable! haha. the room was filled with laughters. some unknown truth being revealed, some very funny responses! LOL!

'TIME FLIES' ( quoting from isabel. thanks uh =p) some of us going off le which includes me. huanwei and others came in instead. after that duno dey doing project or continue playing. haha. whatever la. at least tis week cleared AM, Eaud test and BAF test.

so what's left with next week is
1. acoustic on monday
2. orgcom on wed
the week after CNY
1. Eaud project on 11 feb
2. project management 15 feb
3. BCM project 15 feb
4. BAF project 15 feb

SIAN, but do i have a choice? T-T

busy week.

oh well. i had been super busy last week esp wed, thurs and fri. projects, reports, proposals! lighting labwork, orgcom lesson plan, AM visitors profile all DOWN! haha. quite messy as i do them all the one time. haha. some done in club room, library and home. and finally done it on time like i always do. haha.

enough about last week's mugging. this week, handing up those we are suppose to hand up. and new ones are coming. sian. monday early morning, pmgt project. though is a quite short one, still feel the stress. received bcm de 'mini' project. wth. doesn't sound mini to me anyway. haha. tis week's task is to get AM and Eaud done! continue mugging den. oh ya. forgotten about orgcom de research. zzz. tml do lo. dumb dumb!

today i went for lec! surprisely uh? haha. went becos of sip/mp briefing. first half of lec, went to eat. lol. briefing started after i came back. good timing eh. haha. nothing much affects me cos alr allocated to company le. some company named 1-NET. duno what the hell am i suppose to do there. checked online. it is some kind of IT and communication thingy under mediacorp. still kinda blur about it. like no link de. haiz. hate it. but at least better than FM can le.

hope tis sem can get over faster! i'm tired of rushing projects and finding teacher for sip/mp. tis kind of life is bored. how i missed last sem de slacking days together with classmates. playing in sports hall after school. dine out as a huge group. sure have more laughters and smiles than chionging project. haha. when will have another time? =p

'though these few weeks i am busy, i can tell that you are slowly walking out of my life. why? you stayed by me when i was down and now..... during these weeks, no msg, no calls and even msn also din online. suddenly jus turn a cold shoulder towards me. what happen? i tot we were alright. tell me, will you?

are you busy too or you are walking away?

i have a bad feeling towards this issue =/'

updates.

din update for the past few days. was tired and busy with stuffs. got quite a few project in hand. should actually meet up tis week to get project done but lazy la. so change to next week. gotta settle AM and lighting de first. the coming week will be busy esp on wed and thurs, sure very late go home. sian.

tis week nothing much. go school do nothing den go home. sort of wasting time. 2 test tis week, orgcom and baf. kind of dumb. thurs orgcom test, the bus tio jam. idiot. make me rush to classroom. T-T reach the classroom, ink flow of pen became low. wth. nevertheless, made it with the useless pen. oh well. the baf test screwed up also. anyhow balance but dun tink was correct. after baf test, met wendy. she wants to get the tee coupon. jus nice rx and company came for the open house. took 1 from dem for her. saw her and went home tgt.

as for ytd, sat. went back for open house cos huiyu and sam wanna see. met yubin and zhenhan there. long time din see dem le. haha. before proceeding to the booth, went for makan session. obviously after that listen to the 'story' the individual course have to say lo. we went our separate ways after the open house. dey went chalet while sam, huiyu and i went kallang. kallang leisure park open le! but the not all the shop are opened. walked around. and the kallang ice world de charges are way too expensive le. no group entry de. only got 2 hours $XX. den pay for over time. so not worth. though it's far, but jurong de is better. will be hanging out at the rink quite soon. perhaps 1 week 2 times. anyone wanna join? haha.

dine at kallang leisure park. and took the free shuttlebus back to bedok. who knows, the bus stop only at parkway parade. oh well. we got plenty of time to waste anyway. took 15 all the way back to pasir ris. pass by tp, can see the jam and hop haven end. lol. change 89 back to hougang after alighting at pasir ris. watch tv and slack den. haha.

and i'm looking forward for the rink! haha.

beg to differ.

as usual, schooling again. yet the atmosphere and feelings are no longer the same. it reminds me of what happened in the past.

it was approximately three and a half years ago, somebody asked me a very simple question yet it struck me greatly. the question was, ' are you happy with everything you are given with?' my ans den was, ' ya of cos, why not? i have a complete family, someone who loved me, friends who understands me, money to spend, satisfactory results and freedom. well, i'm happy.'

however, when it strucked me again, perhaps there will be a 180 degree change in answer. it's been years. and sad to say, not a single soul actually understands me, nobody knows what i am thinking, no one knows me well. it appeared that i'm completed. but who really knows what am i looking for, what do i really need? no one.

on the path of life, nobody sees when i have fallen down, nobody sees when i am lost, nobody sees when i am in a corner of a room drowning into sorrow. oh please, i need a break in life too. guesses, fake smiles and lies makes me felt exhausted, until the extend where i wish i could jus sleep for a few decades. it feels like i am the bad guy who commited unpardonable crime. no trial, no defence council and verdict passed. no question asked!

it became futile to explain when the judges are already taking sides. anyway, i am too tired to defend for myself. the fact is how people pictures one another depends very much on how well they understands each other.

'perhaps these years are truely wasted.'

back from steamboat!

alrights. back from grandma house after steamboat. went kind of late. it was initially a lunch thingy but i reach around 2plus. so it became a high tea.. haha. met the usual peeps. chatting and watching tv. surprising, quite a major change was made-plasma tv with home theatre system was added to the living room.. woots. haha.

obviously we had steamboat together. watch toopid shows like jus follow law cos some aunties din catch it previously. my uncle who migrated to australia came back, so he also wanted to watch. some aunties working in govt sector also wanna watch. haha. so watch lo. lame la. haha. after tt me and cousins mahjong-ed.. no $$ involved! lol.

while mahjong-ing, dey change disc. watching 881.. wa lao. sooooooooooooooo lame and funny. watched before alr though. nothing much. read i-weekly. home after dinner. that marks an end to the new year day! haha. and i gotten my pullover from jie. thanks uh! haha.