busy week.

oh well. i had been super busy last week esp wed, thurs and fri. projects, reports, proposals! lighting labwork, orgcom lesson plan, AM visitors profile all DOWN! haha. quite messy as i do them all the one time. haha. some done in club room, library and home. and finally done it on time like i always do. haha.

enough about last week's mugging. this week, handing up those we are suppose to hand up. and new ones are coming. sian. monday early morning, pmgt project. though is a quite short one, still feel the stress. received bcm de 'mini' project. wth. doesn't sound mini to me anyway. haha. tis week's task is to get AM and Eaud done! continue mugging den. oh ya. forgotten about orgcom de research. zzz. tml do lo. dumb dumb!

today i went for lec! surprisely uh? haha. went becos of sip/mp briefing. first half of lec, went to eat. lol. briefing started after i came back. good timing eh. haha. nothing much affects me cos alr allocated to company le. some company named 1-NET. duno what the hell am i suppose to do there. checked online. it is some kind of IT and communication thingy under mediacorp. still kinda blur about it. like no link de. haiz. hate it. but at least better than FM can le.

hope tis sem can get over faster! i'm tired of rushing projects and finding teacher for sip/mp. tis kind of life is bored. how i missed last sem de slacking days together with classmates. playing in sports hall after school. dine out as a huge group. sure have more laughters and smiles than chionging project. haha. when will have another time? =p

'though these few weeks i am busy, i can tell that you are slowly walking out of my life. why? you stayed by me when i was down and now..... during these weeks, no msg, no calls and even msn also din online. suddenly jus turn a cold shoulder towards me. what happen? i tot we were alright. tell me, will you?

are you busy too or you are walking away?

i have a bad feeling towards this issue =/'

updates.

din update for the past few days. was tired and busy with stuffs. got quite a few project in hand. should actually meet up tis week to get project done but lazy la. so change to next week. gotta settle AM and lighting de first. the coming week will be busy esp on wed and thurs, sure very late go home. sian.

tis week nothing much. go school do nothing den go home. sort of wasting time. 2 test tis week, orgcom and baf. kind of dumb. thurs orgcom test, the bus tio jam. idiot. make me rush to classroom. T-T reach the classroom, ink flow of pen became low. wth. nevertheless, made it with the useless pen. oh well. the baf test screwed up also. anyhow balance but dun tink was correct. after baf test, met wendy. she wants to get the tee coupon. jus nice rx and company came for the open house. took 1 from dem for her. saw her and went home tgt.

as for ytd, sat. went back for open house cos huiyu and sam wanna see. met yubin and zhenhan there. long time din see dem le. haha. before proceeding to the booth, went for makan session. obviously after that listen to the 'story' the individual course have to say lo. we went our separate ways after the open house. dey went chalet while sam, huiyu and i went kallang. kallang leisure park open le! but the not all the shop are opened. walked around. and the kallang ice world de charges are way too expensive le. no group entry de. only got 2 hours $XX. den pay for over time. so not worth. though it's far, but jurong de is better. will be hanging out at the rink quite soon. perhaps 1 week 2 times. anyone wanna join? haha.

dine at kallang leisure park. and took the free shuttlebus back to bedok. who knows, the bus stop only at parkway parade. oh well. we got plenty of time to waste anyway. took 15 all the way back to pasir ris. pass by tp, can see the jam and hop haven end. lol. change 89 back to hougang after alighting at pasir ris. watch tv and slack den. haha.

and i'm looking forward for the rink! haha.

beg to differ.

as usual, schooling again. yet the atmosphere and feelings are no longer the same. it reminds me of what happened in the past.

it was approximately three and a half years ago, somebody asked me a very simple question yet it struck me greatly. the question was, ' are you happy with everything you are given with?' my ans den was, ' ya of cos, why not? i have a complete family, someone who loved me, friends who understands me, money to spend, satisfactory results and freedom. well, i'm happy.'

however, when it strucked me again, perhaps there will be a 180 degree change in answer. it's been years. and sad to say, not a single soul actually understands me, nobody knows what i am thinking, no one knows me well. it appeared that i'm completed. but who really knows what am i looking for, what do i really need? no one.

on the path of life, nobody sees when i have fallen down, nobody sees when i am lost, nobody sees when i am in a corner of a room drowning into sorrow. oh please, i need a break in life too. guesses, fake smiles and lies makes me felt exhausted, until the extend where i wish i could jus sleep for a few decades. it feels like i am the bad guy who commited unpardonable crime. no trial, no defence council and verdict passed. no question asked!

it became futile to explain when the judges are already taking sides. anyway, i am too tired to defend for myself. the fact is how people pictures one another depends very much on how well they understands each other.

'perhaps these years are truely wasted.'

back from steamboat!

alrights. back from grandma house after steamboat. went kind of late. it was initially a lunch thingy but i reach around 2plus. so it became a high tea.. haha. met the usual peeps. chatting and watching tv. surprising, quite a major change was made-plasma tv with home theatre system was added to the living room.. woots. haha.

obviously we had steamboat together. watch toopid shows like jus follow law cos some aunties din catch it previously. my uncle who migrated to australia came back, so he also wanted to watch. some aunties working in govt sector also wanna watch. haha. so watch lo. lame la. haha. after tt me and cousins mahjong-ed.. no $$ involved! lol.

while mahjong-ing, dey change disc. watching 881.. wa lao. sooooooooooooooo lame and funny. watched before alr though. nothing much. read i-weekly. home after dinner. that marks an end to the new year day! haha. and i gotten my pullover from jie. thanks uh! haha.