new year resolutions

let's welcome 2008 with some applause! *claps* LOL!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

all the best in the new year

as for new year solution, firstly, i wish to put a full stop to the long and complicated stuffs between me and her. life makes us thought that we've moved on yet we are still on the same spot. joke's over. din wan to say much. listen to the song embeded and will get wad i wan to say. as for friendship between us, i have little confident in returning to the 'great times' of the past. whatever it is, let natural takes the course. finally, the song's here. =p

secondly, in tis year of 2008, i promise myself to stay away from relationships. and at the same time can wait for her too. =p so other than her, i wun fall for any other girls. just normal friends will do. haha. good resolution uh? stops unneccessary troubles and toopid rumours uh. lol.

thirdly, gonna do well in my studies. at least dun let me kana any subs can le and gpa better rise to 3! arrgh. cos i have me in 2.9X for like 2 sems. bu gan xin! after tis sem, internship will be up next sem. so hope it will be alright. >.<

alright. that's the end of my resolution! gotta go for steam boat. update when i'm back! =)

first day of school

well, holiday's over. time to get back to school le. so today the first day of school nearly late due to toopid bus. drive so slow duno like what. even the 2 buses from behind alr caught up with mine. feeling tired and sleepy in bus. luckily still reach school on time.

the moment i step into the lab, assignment already given out. sian. no choice la. jus do whatever i noe. gotten back the paper for pgmt. still alright. expected that kind of result anyway. next time read the question properly will earn be more marks! haha. done with the lab work den slack around, talking with 2 weeks no see de classmate.. haha.

after tt pon all the lecs as usual, went to airport for lunch with fellow friends. dined at popeyes-the sailorman! haha. not pop-eyes uh. the food serve is much like kfc. chicky meal yea? sort of nicer than kfc. wait for bizhi to come while marcus and nette went off. talk and tour around terminal 1. nth much. headed home den.

' tml is a brand new year. however, jus dun feel the joy about it. no matter what, life's still goes on. exams and projects still gotta work on it.

so to conclude on year 2007, it cracked a joke on me again by letting me feel that i've moved on yet i'm actually still at the point or origin. '

would it be nice if..

wouldn't it be nicer if people around you be frank? the harder you try to hide, the more loopholes it will surface. what's so hard about being frank? clueless. state whatever stand it is and stay firm. it felt as if i'm living in a world of people plotting against each other, no longer can believe what is said readily. what's on the surface may not be what's real. all the lies, fake smiles and the 'take you as dead' attitude.

i felt i no longer can communicate in tis world of people. if dun wan jus say dun wan, if dun like jus say dun like, if cannot jus say cannot. 'scare you will get hurt' types of excuses are simply not an excuse to be not frank. felt disappointed cos even friends who known for years does not tells you what's the truth is. or even forget say.

like what others said ' true love cant be forever but true friend can' i doubt. perhaps i do not have a true friend or maybe should i say true friends dun even exist. everybody is jus like ping shui xiang feng, nothing more than that. today we can be really happy goin out, who noes the next time we can turn into enemies?

who would really standby you when times of difficulties? who would really cares for you when you need them? to me, dun even tink of friend cos they dun. even if there is, she is the only one. though we dun meet yet what she says to me is true, her care and concern are sincere. she's way better than those friends whom i noe for many years. at least she dun lie to me.

friendship, i DUN bear any hope on tis thing anymore. maybe last time i will, but not now. deceive whoever you wan, forget whatever you wish. i no longer cares.

PLS TAKE NOTE:

NOT refering to anyone in particular. read can but NO FLAMING!

if not you gonna GET HELL from me!

not happy, PRESS ALT F4!

what the hell am i doing

after the exams was holidays for sure. however tis holiday seems so bored and unusual.. i felt as if i din noe wad am i suppose to do during tis holiday. problems arises and things jus dun turn out my way. attractions de project, i forget which part am i suppose to do.. bcm project i din noe the deadline was the friday after sch start, i jus found out last night.

tis christmas was boring.. nothing much to do. as usual clean up room and stuffs. to my atonishment, i dump all the rubbish in to the bucket of water i used to clean the table. what a mess.. tissues, papers, pens, all in the water.. yuck. somemore it was kind of dark in color. had been super lazy tis holiday. does people tend to grow lazier as they grow? woke up at usual time around 12plus or 1. what's different is i went back to sleep after lunch, from like 3 to 7.. like spending most of the time sleeping..

buying christmas card also din buy all at once. buy le den not enough. went back to buy again.. like scattered-brain.. aiyo. wrote the greetings. but like not much differences uh.. duno wad to write either.

finally i tink i did something good! i had nv done before in the whole entire 18 years of life. i became a postman! haha. send out all the cards by myself, goin to like 10 or more places. so dun be shock why dun have stamp de. haha. wasn't tt successful though. some letter box were locked. din manage to put in, so postman, u will have ur job back. haha. kind of tiring to travel from place to place without own transport, not even a bicycle.. haiyo!

meantime, jus posted the rest whose's letter box i am unable to reach. thing goes wrong again. i drop into the wrong box. =.= i drop it in to the franked mail section. cant reverse the process either.. so if din receive, so sorry. haha.. my phone aso siao siao liao.. wan change but no nice phone to change. jus hope it wun die so soon >.<

and went to get my cousin a mascara. quite paiseh. the salegirls see liao also like dun wan to serve. so i got huiyu to go with me.. haha. thanks uh. gotten a black vol from shu uemura for her. it's with me for like 3 days le i still haven wrap.. super lazy. so today got stuffs to do le.. cant sleep during the afternoon if not i wun be blogging. haha.

oh ya. i forget to clean my fan when i was cleaning my room.. aw.. my memory's failing me! is it because study too much subjects like rebus, irdd, bcm? haha. short term memory! tink next time i will get amesia? perhaps.. lol.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

suddenly feel like blogging. duno why. perhaps it's too much to bear on me.. termtest is finally over. did study for it. so result should be ok. holidays are here again. duno wad can i do during tis period of time. to tink of that, kinda bored too.

and, thanks for those who wished me. esp you. thanks for your card and gift. it did accompany throughout the study period.

anyway, sorry mich! cant celebrate your birthday with you due to some reasons. happy 18th birthday!

dedication.

' initially tis christmas can be happy for both of us esp you but yet you gave up. since you wish for that, wish granted.

if you are reading tis, dun bother to ask why because you should know the 'place' you can get your ans.'