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' somethings are bound to happen somedays. somethings are bound to fail no matter how much effort you have put in. no matter how things change, some separations are inevitable. jus leave me alone. uncapable of feelings anymore. the world became colourless, voices became monotone. it killed me.'

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changed day

met up with yijia after her As.. last paper finish le.. congrats eh.. haha.. went plaza sing to meet her.. den walk around, chatting, window shopping.. after tt went to taka for lappy case.. so nice eh.. but too ex la.. wanna get the macbook de.. white is nice!

after tt went to hereen de hmv.. of cos we din missed out the deliciou wantan mee. haha.. so nice.. nth better to do aso.. den went to citylink de hmv too.. yijia jus cant find that album. haha.. too bad uh.. saw yufang and jianing at city link aso.. dey looking for job.. haha.. saw anis.. she aso change branch liao.. lidat BJ only left victor tt i noe.. haha..

went to suntec mall.. so long nv go le.. quite a lot of new things to see. haha.. met celine too! long time no see aso.. so chatted for quite sometime.. den now she need temp workers.. so ask yufang and jianing to come over for interview.. after tt we went our separate ways.. hope through celine dey can get in la.. haha.. junior is definately nicer than normal.. why dun allow male to work in junior.. if not working with celine sure is good.. haha..

after tt took 107 back.. kinda tired.. tml got accounts test.. weekends gotta do my AM report which is half way done.. sian ar.. monday got lighting test.. wah lao.. haven study leh!! stress.. =.= k la.. tt's all.. gdnite!

MC day!

monday,
today din went to sch.. went to see doc.. cost me a bomb in my pocket.. haiz.. who to blame.. myself lo.. haha.. wadever.. some money need to be spent.. so get some medicine den go home le.. though it says take after meals, jus take without anything.. wun die aso.. =p the flu syrup was so strong.. 1 day took 3 times and all the 3 times i fell asleep.. after reading den i realise tt there's a label tt goes ' May cause drowsiness in some people' =.= the rest are still ok.. so the day jus past by sleeping..

tuesday, today
woke up at 10.. later goin to sch so tink gonna skip the flu syrup.. tinking of the dumb AM report haven do, stress liao.. dun intend to go so have to imagine some crap for it.. 10% of the whole assessment leh.. die die must do.. tink tml gonna do.. hmm.. tt's all.. cya guys in sch later..

' thanks those who sent me msg.. esp you.. i din expect you to standby me despite your lessons & work.. i realise you are the only one who standby me when i'm not well.. i'm getting much better le.. thanks for being with me when i need you.. after tis, i realise those who cares and who doesn't.. guess i doesn't have much ppl around me who cares uh.. =/ '

it's still not alright..

sunday le.. still lidat.. sian.. still coughing, still with tt damn sore eyes.. irritating.. went to buy the eye drop but it doesn't seems to work well on me.. went to ah ma house for mahjong session.. kinda sian aso.. eye so pain cant even concentrate.. used the eye drop to cease the pain for awhile, it came back again.. haiya.. my auntie still tempt me with ba gua, cookies, icecream and soft drinks.. -.-

unfortunately, i took some of the cookies.. opps. =x tink tonight gonna be worse liao.. jialat.. but the cookies are really so nice.. wahhahah.. tml got sch eh.. so envious of those sec 4 peeps who are slacking at home.. my cousin everyday at home play DS.. makes me wan to buy aso.. arrggh.. dumb! tempt me nia.. wadever.. he says he got prom nite tis coming thurs.. wah lao.. there wasn't any for my batch lah.. pathetic.. dumb sch.. he say he goin wear white long sleeve top and black pants.. dun u tink it looks like waiter? -.-

anyway, i cant take it to continue blogging.. tears keep flowing down like river.. not crying though.. due to toopid sore eyes.. irritated.. if still lidat the next morning, i goin to get MC! hah.. gd nite!

ccn day

friday, which is ytd, was CCN day.. so crowded.. gotta squeeze our way through went setting up the store.. very soon, alr 2pm le.. went for accountings tut.. so damn sian la.. the dumb teacher really tinks tt we are idiot ar.. simple stuffs have to repeat so many times.. i'm alr very sleepy.. still continue to talk.. wah lao eh.. finally the lesson ended.. went home straight.. damn tired.. took some medicine and fell asleep.. reach home around 4, i sleep until 10.. den 11 sleep again until the today 10am.. wahahah.. nice sleep, but not feeling well.. the mediciine dun seems to be working uh.. oh well, wadever.. later still gotta go airport for project.. so far.. zzz.. sian.. tt's it.. end here..

KHOO YUFANG, i UPDATED! LOL

feeling aint gd..

' i'm tired.. i'm moody.. i'm emo.. feeling exhausted.. feeling weird.. and i'm not in the mood of doing anything.. it's feeling aint good.. i dun wan to go sch.. i dun wan to attend lecs.. i dun wan to attend tut.. i dun wan to take any quizes and exams.. i dun wan to go out.. i dun wan to talk.. i dun wan to eat.. i jus wan sleep.. lots of lots of sleep.. long long period of sleep..

will all thoses feelings be gone when i wake up? maybe or maybe not =( '

for the sake of updating

it's been awhile since i last updated.. so i'm back to clear the dust.. haha.. eve of deepavali, or should i say deepavali.. haha.. it was 12am.. we went k-boxing until dawn.. haha.. was fun but tiring.. halfway through ppl start to fall asleep.. lol.. i din but i was sleepy liao.. but still manage to stay awake all the way.. hmm.. after tt went home for a gd sleep.. too bad, was waken up by a slam on the door at 3pm.. -.-

ok.. update on ytd.. ytd nite went white to meet yb dey all.. dey were having dinner but i only have a cup of strawberry passion smoothie.. hehe.. the image was nice but when the first slip went in to my mouth, it wasn't sweet.. it taste like milk.. -.- more like a strawberry milkshake.. no passion in it.. haha.. after tt went loong house.. before tt, went to 7-11 to buy whisky.. drank at loong house.. manage to finish the bottle.. wasn't tt strong afterall.. haha.. stayed up until 130 den leave loong's house.. cabbed home.. opps.. nearly lost my hp cos i left it in the taxi.. luckily yb was still near the taxi.. if not, bye w900i.. haha.. thanks uh!

tt's all.. gd nite!!

knowing the truth doesn't mean it's the best.. sometimes ignorance's a bliss..

'from the moment i knew the truth, it seems like the heavy stone tt's hanging in me dropped.. it feels so relieved.. however, it turned sour after a few moments.. instantly, i duno wad to do.. i jus wanted to be alone.. all by myself with the accompany of gentle breeze, smoothing music and glasses of bitter wine..'

'i chosed to know the truth.. so i have to bear it no matter how much it hurts.. i will get over it someday..'