would it be nice if..

wouldn't it be nicer if people around you be frank? the harder you try to hide, the more loopholes it will surface. what's so hard about being frank? clueless. state whatever stand it is and stay firm. it felt as if i'm living in a world of people plotting against each other, no longer can believe what is said readily. what's on the surface may not be what's real. all the lies, fake smiles and the 'take you as dead' attitude.

i felt i no longer can communicate in tis world of people. if dun wan jus say dun wan, if dun like jus say dun like, if cannot jus say cannot. 'scare you will get hurt' types of excuses are simply not an excuse to be not frank. felt disappointed cos even friends who known for years does not tells you what's the truth is. or even forget say.

like what others said ' true love cant be forever but true friend can' i doubt. perhaps i do not have a true friend or maybe should i say true friends dun even exist. everybody is jus like ping shui xiang feng, nothing more than that. today we can be really happy goin out, who noes the next time we can turn into enemies?

who would really standby you when times of difficulties? who would really cares for you when you need them? to me, dun even tink of friend cos they dun. even if there is, she is the only one. though we dun meet yet what she says to me is true, her care and concern are sincere. she's way better than those friends whom i noe for many years. at least she dun lie to me.

friendship, i DUN bear any hope on tis thing anymore. maybe last time i will, but not now. deceive whoever you wan, forget whatever you wish. i no longer cares.

PLS TAKE NOTE:

NOT refering to anyone in particular. read can but NO FLAMING!

if not you gonna GET HELL from me!

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