ok. it's 12am.
officially today is the last day of my civilian life.
i have packed my stuffs alr.
i have done whatever i think i need to do.
but disappointing results.
i'm just nobody to you.
oh well. wadever.
you guys should be guessing where will i be going to enjoy or party?
haha. sorry to disappoint you all.
nah. i'm intending to stuck myself at home.
letting my phone rest.
making my mp3 and lappy work extra hard.
at the same time,
relax myself,
calm my feelings,
to achieve a peaceful state of mind.
prepare myself for the day. (:
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
moody.
it has been a long time since i last updated.
i guess nobody reads it nowadays.
somehow,
i have been getting more and more moody everyday i wake up.
i hate this world.
i detest this world.
for no reason.
i find talking to people are such a troublesome task to do.
i find entertaining others are such irritating task to do.
nobody really knows what i need.
nobody really knows what i wanted to do.
nobody really knows me.
whenever go out, i dun feel like talking much.
whenever dining, i dun feel like eating/drinking much.
whenever listen to mp3, i dun feel like listening to fast songs.
i have no reason for all these.
i myself dunno why too.
enlisting in like 1 week's time.
things needed have been prepared more and less.
but i'm not emotionally stable at all.
i cant sleep. tossing and turning all night.
keep thinking about her and stuffs.
woke up with half of the afternoon gone.
i told the whole world i'm fine without her.
i told the whole world she cant affect my live.
i told the whole world i dun love her.
i showed the whole world i can live without her.
yet i can't do it.
i'm not happy without her.
her actions and words are affecting me greatly,
just like fat man and little boy dropping in japan.
i still love her more than anything.
i can't see my smile without her.
i am a big fat LIER!
i'm feeling low, moody, listless.
use whatever u want to describe me.
i have no mood to do anything.
i felt like a living corpse.
no motivation, no purpose.
i've lose myself completely..
i rose my white flag..
i guess nobody reads it nowadays.
somehow,
i have been getting more and more moody everyday i wake up.
i hate this world.
i detest this world.
for no reason.
i find talking to people are such a troublesome task to do.
i find entertaining others are such irritating task to do.
nobody really knows what i need.
nobody really knows what i wanted to do.
nobody really knows me.
whenever go out, i dun feel like talking much.
whenever dining, i dun feel like eating/drinking much.
whenever listen to mp3, i dun feel like listening to fast songs.
i have no reason for all these.
i myself dunno why too.
enlisting in like 1 week's time.
things needed have been prepared more and less.
but i'm not emotionally stable at all.
i cant sleep. tossing and turning all night.
keep thinking about her and stuffs.
woke up with half of the afternoon gone.
i told the whole world i'm fine without her.
i told the whole world she cant affect my live.
i told the whole world i dun love her.
i showed the whole world i can live without her.
yet i can't do it.
i'm not happy without her.
her actions and words are affecting me greatly,
just like fat man and little boy dropping in japan.
i still love her more than anything.
i can't see my smile without her.
i am a big fat LIER!
i'm feeling low, moody, listless.
use whatever u want to describe me.
i have no mood to do anything.
i felt like a living corpse.
no motivation, no purpose.
i've lose myself completely..
i rose my white flag..
Monday, April 13, 2009
13th april
First day without baby.
Omnia couple
Broke up. I felt terrible.
I felt as if i lost the entire world.
Everything seems meaningless.
I left my house.
I tried to escape from reality.
I travel.
All i thought is still you.
The stuffs we wanted to do tgt
All unfinished.
License, Our week, Ring.
I was unable to do anything with concentration.
Neither gaming, online, TV-ing nor Eating.
It was a terrible feeling.
I stared at my phone.
Hoping you will msg me.
Hoping a miracle will occur.
Disappointment.
You are in the mood of going K box tml.
Perhaps I am really insignificant.
First day without baby.
Omnia couple
Broke up. I felt terrible.
I felt as if i lost the entire world.
Everything seems meaningless.
I left my house.
I tried to escape from reality.
I travel.
All i thought is still you.
The stuffs we wanted to do tgt
All unfinished.
License, Our week, Ring.
I was unable to do anything with concentration.
Neither gaming, online, TV-ing nor Eating.
It was a terrible feeling.
I stared at my phone.
Hoping you will msg me.
Hoping a miracle will occur.
Disappointment.
You are in the mood of going K box tml.
Perhaps I am really insignificant.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Friday, December 5, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
updates on schedule
BACK from school with more sad news uh. what do i mean uh.
IT MEANS MORE QUIZES. T-T
Updated schedule
Fri, 14th nov CCN day. COCONUTS up for grab!!
Sat, 15th nov Steamboat @ thomson
Mon, 17th nov SQM quiz 1 & DO MP slides
Tue/Wed, 18th & 19th nov DO MP report draft
Thu, 20th nov Keppel visit & peer tutorial
Fri, 21st nov MP report draft DUE
Mon, 24th nov MP trial (not comfirm)
Tue, 25th nov MSA quiz 1
Wed, 26th nov MP JUDGING
Thu, 27th nov Club and Resort Quiz 1
Super sian leh!!!
*FAINT*
IT MEANS MORE QUIZES. T-T
Updated schedule
Fri, 14th nov CCN day. COCONUTS up for grab!!
Sat, 15th nov Steamboat @ thomson
Mon, 17th nov SQM quiz 1 & DO MP slides
Tue/Wed, 18th & 19th nov DO MP report draft
Thu, 20th nov Keppel visit & peer tutorial
Fri, 21st nov MP report draft DUE
Mon, 24th nov MP trial (not comfirm)
Tue, 25th nov MSA quiz 1
Wed, 26th nov MP JUDGING
Thu, 27th nov Club and Resort Quiz 1
Super sian leh!!!
*FAINT*
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Packed schedule
SIAN SIAN SIAN.
the following weeks will be stressful uh.
13rd nov, which is tml, MSA peer teaching. Hopefully the printing shop isn't crowded.
14th nov, CCN, Selling coconuts? lol. >.< Hopefully it's not gonna rain.
WEEKENDS ( SAT GONE, SUN STUDY!!)
17th nov, SQM quiz 1. haven even study! Hopefully my brain is still able to memorize.
WEEKDAYS ( THU GONE, TUE AFTERNOON AND WED DO DRAFT.)
21st nov, MP report first draft. haven even started. -.- Hopefully my brain juice flows.
WEEKENDS (SAT, SUN DO SLIDES)
WEEKDAYS ( MON, TUE EITHER 1 TRIAL WITH L/O)
26th nov, MP judging. Haven even started doing the slides and the trial with L/O haven do yet.
all planned out. Hopefully i din missed anything out. haiz. sian. 2008 isn't a good year.
How i wish time will stops on christmas day. den forever in christmas mood! =p
the following weeks will be stressful uh.
13rd nov, which is tml, MSA peer teaching. Hopefully the printing shop isn't crowded.
14th nov, CCN, Selling coconuts? lol. >.< Hopefully it's not gonna rain.
WEEKENDS ( SAT GONE, SUN STUDY!!)
17th nov, SQM quiz 1. haven even study! Hopefully my brain is still able to memorize.
WEEKDAYS ( THU GONE, TUE AFTERNOON AND WED DO DRAFT.)
21st nov, MP report first draft. haven even started. -.- Hopefully my brain juice flows.
WEEKENDS (SAT, SUN DO SLIDES)
WEEKDAYS ( MON, TUE EITHER 1 TRIAL WITH L/O)
26th nov, MP judging. Haven even started doing the slides and the trial with L/O haven do yet.
all planned out. Hopefully i din missed anything out. haiz. sian. 2008 isn't a good year.
How i wish time will stops on christmas day. den forever in christmas mood! =p
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