falling...

i'm back after 2 weeks of ASLC.
no fun.
i hates it.
reason: i jus hates it.

i'm giving up CSB.
However,
Many things stills awaits me.
SOC, Fieldcamp, Grandslam 2, Steelheart
Quick att live, platoon live
Taiwan and finally CAT

Maybe some extras if Murphy's with me
Doubting my ability to go through all these.

Super demoralised
Super down
Super wet
Super cold
Super ITCH
OOC or OOC not?

Please advise as i duno wad to do.
Perhaps cpl is good enough for a slacker.
i seriously hate national service.
FUCK OFF!

on a lighter note,
Sorry to whoever that is covering my guard duty.
Seriously,
SORRY!

haiz.
no point blaming a fallen guy..
detotrioting...
listless...
restless...

ASLC ASLC!

alright.
Exercise long weekend gonna end in few hours time.
tml morning will be starting of ASLC le.
13 weeks!
mixed feelings now.
3 stripes or not, depends on this le.

somehow i aso surprise i am mapling right now.
hahaha.
damn bored.
but at least it kills time.

recently ppl are traveling around.
aunt and cousins just came back from japan ytd.
sis going melbourne next week.
I am so jealous.
haha.

oh well.
i guess i doesn't have a choice.
the next time travelling should be the exercise in taiwan le. -.-
nothing much to update le.
gonna sleep early.

goodnight!

boring day at coy line.

ok. suddenly got the urge to blog due to the fact that i am too bored. mind you, today is 17 of oct and it's a sat and i am still in camp. like it or not, i have to carry out the duty assigned. whatever is it, really is sit inside office do nothing. it's seems to be a blessing when i see fellow comrades coming back for guard duty. haha.

and btw, due to this duty, i'm unable to attend joyce's 21st bday party. sorry uh. =x

so the next morning book out and book in on the same day at night. -.- 12 hours of book out nia. sian. and next week will be the wonderer and grandslam liao. kinda worried and stress about it. wonder how it will turn out.

will i get my team and i lost? haha. shall see about it.
hope that everything goes well next week.
keeping my finger cross about it.

random: how i wish the australia trip never ends... haha.

itouch gone

Curse and swear that mother fucker who stolen or pick up my itouch and nv return.
hope you use le your ear rot, hand rot, screen spoil shock your to death!

KNN.
Spoilt my entire day.
CCB!

week without connections.

hohohoho.

coming monday will be field camp le.
6 days out in the field for the first time.
muddy, dirty, tiring.
thinking of that, kinda sian.

after field camp jiu relax le la.
hopefully next week wun rain.
keeping my fingers cross!

those who happen to read my blog,
help me pray that it wun rain too!
haha.

mental fucked. haha.

somehow or rather, i am appointed to be platoon IC
damn it. luckily it's all over la.
though is not that tough, i still dun like to be one.

i still prefer my slacker life. haha.

oh well, tml gonna book in like straight after lunch time.
wth. sian.
today aso din go out la.
wanna rest.

hopefully next week can be smooth too.
next platoon IC, GOOD LUCK UH!
hahahahaha.

22nd july last year,

22nd july this year,

how i wish you were still by me.

devastated.

book out as usual
but going in with a heavy mood.

i hate my life.
things just dun go the right way.
i cant put it down.
seriously, i just cant.

i am so useless.