Some life of mine.

falling...

2009-12-05T06:45:00.000-08:00

i'm back after 2 weeks of ASLC.
no fun.
i hates it.
reason: i jus hates it.

i'm giving up CSB.
However,
Many things stills awaits me.
SOC, Fieldcamp, Grandslam 2, Steelheart
Quick att live, platoon live
Taiwan and finally CAT

Maybe some extras if Murphy's with me
Doubting my ability to go through all these.

Super demoralised
Super down
Super wet
Super cold
Super ITCH
OOC or OOC not?

Please advise as i duno wad to do.
Perhaps cpl is good enough for a slacker.
i seriously hate national service.
FUCK OFF!

on a lighter note,
Sorry to whoever that is covering my guard duty.
Seriously,
SORRY!

haiz.
no point blaming a fallen guy..
detotrioting...
listless...
restless...

ASLC ASLC!

2009-11-22T04:17:00.000-08:00

alright.
Exercise long weekend gonna end in few hours time.
tml morning will be starting of ASLC le.
13 weeks!
mixed feelings now.
3 stripes or not, depends on this le.

somehow i aso surprise i am mapling right now.
hahaha.
damn bored.
but at least it kills time.

recently ppl are traveling around.
aunt and cousins just came back from japan ytd.
sis going melbourne next week.
I am so jealous.
haha.

oh well.
i guess i doesn't have a choice.
the next time travelling should be the exercise in taiwan le. -.-
nothing much to update le.
gonna sleep early.

goodnight!

boring day at coy line.

2009-10-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

ok. suddenly got the urge to blog due to the fact that i am too bored. mind you, today is 17 of oct and it's a sat and i am still in camp. like it or not, i have to carry out the duty assigned. whatever is it, really is sit inside office do nothing. it's seems to be a blessing when i see fellow comrades coming back for guard duty. haha.

and btw, due to this duty, i'm unable to attend joyce's 21st bday party. sorry uh. =x

so the next morning book out and book in on the same day at night. -.- 12 hours of book out nia. sian. and next week will be the wonderer and grandslam liao. kinda worried and stress about it. wonder how it will turn out.

will i get my team and i lost? haha. shall see about it.
hope that everything goes well next week.
keeping my finger cross about it.

random: how i wish the australia trip never ends... haha.

itouch gone

2009-08-22T19:02:00.000-07:00

Curse and swear that mother fucker who stolen or pick up my itouch and nv return.
hope you use le your ear rot, hand rot, screen spoil shock your to death!

KNN.
Spoilt my entire day.
CCB!

week without connections.

2009-08-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

hohohoho.

coming monday will be field camp le.
6 days out in the field for the first time.
muddy, dirty, tiring.
thinking of that, kinda sian.

after field camp jiu relax le la.
hopefully next week wun rain.
keeping my fingers cross!

those who happen to read my blog,
help me pray that it wun rain too!
haha.

mental fucked. haha.

2009-07-18T00:02:00.000-07:00

somehow or rather, i am appointed to be platoon IC
damn it. luckily it's all over la.
though is not that tough, i still dun like to be one.

i still prefer my slacker life. haha.

oh well, tml gonna book in like straight after lunch time.
wth. sian.
today aso din go out la.
wanna rest.

hopefully next week can be smooth too.
next platoon IC, GOOD LUCK UH!
hahahahaha.

22nd july last year,

22nd july this year,

how i wish you were still by me.

devastated.

2009-07-03T22:02:00.000-07:00

book out as usual
but going in with a heavy mood.

i hate my life.
things just dun go the right way.
i cant put it down.
seriously, i just cant.

i am so useless.

first book out.

2009-06-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

finally 2 weeks of confinement over le.

I'm out! at home currently!
oh well, kinda overjoyed when in the tunnel.

but reach home jiu normal le.
things just not as smooth as expected.
things just goes wrong.

but finally i found what i really wanted when i'm close to death.
i finally knew..

bye bye!

2009-06-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

ok.

gonna sleep and tml will POOF!
botak. haha.

whatever la.

goodnight.
cya in 2 weeks time.

last day of civilian life.

2009-06-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

ok. it's 12am.
officially today is the last day of my civilian life.
i have packed my stuffs alr.
i have done whatever i think i need to do.
but disappointing results.
i'm just nobody to you.

oh well. wadever.
you guys should be guessing where will i be going to enjoy or party?

haha. sorry to disappoint you all.
nah. i'm intending to stuck myself at home.
letting my phone rest.
making my mp3 and lappy work extra hard.

at the same time,
relax myself,
calm my feelings,
to achieve a peaceful state of mind.
prepare myself for the day. (:

moody.

2009-06-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time since i last updated.

i guess nobody reads it nowadays.
somehow,
i have been getting more and more moody everyday i wake up.
i hate this world.
i detest this world.
for no reason.

i find talking to people are such a troublesome task to do.
i find entertaining others are such irritating task to do.
nobody really knows what i need.
nobody really knows what i wanted to do.
nobody really knows me.

whenever go out, i dun feel like talking much.
whenever dining, i dun feel like eating/drinking much.
whenever listen to mp3, i dun feel like listening to fast songs.
i have no reason for all these.
i myself dunno why too.

enlisting in like 1 week's time.
things needed have been prepared more and less.
but i'm not emotionally stable at all.
i cant sleep. tossing and turning all night.
keep thinking about her and stuffs.
woke up with half of the afternoon gone.

i told the whole world i'm fine without her.
i told the whole world she cant affect my live.
i told the whole world i dun love her.
i showed the whole world i can live without her.

yet i can't do it.
i'm not happy without her.
her actions and words are affecting me greatly,
just like fat man and little boy dropping in japan.
i still love her more than anything.
i can't see my smile without her.
i am a big fat LIER!

i'm feeling low, moody, listless.
use whatever u want to describe me.
i have no mood to do anything.
i felt like a living corpse.
no motivation, no purpose.

i've lose myself completely..
i rose my white flag..

2009-04-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

13th april

First day without baby.

Omnia couple
Broke up. I felt terrible.
I felt as if i lost the entire world.
Everything seems meaningless.

I left my house.
I tried to escape from reality.
I travel.
All i thought is still you.

The stuffs we wanted to do tgt
All unfinished.
License, Our week, Ring.

I was unable to do anything with concentration.
Neither gaming, online, TV-ing nor Eating.
It was a terrible feeling.

I stared at my phone.
Hoping you will msg me.
Hoping a miracle will occur.

Disappointment.
You are in the mood of going K box tml.
Perhaps I am really insignificant.

BLOG CLOSED

2008-12-24T21:55:00.000-08:00

BLOG CLOSED

Reason: I DUN FEEL LIKE blogging anymore.

BYE BYE!

2008-12-05T01:54:00.000-08:00

SIAN again! guess what? more stuffs to be done!

sqm individual report 29 dec
crb field trip report 29 dec
ccom job ad 30 dec
napfa 30 dec

wah sian lo. all is due on the first week when sch reopens. zzz. super sian uh!

updates on schedule

2008-11-13T04:12:00.000-08:00

BACK from school with more sad news uh. what do i mean uh.

IT MEANS MORE QUIZES. T-T

Updated schedule
Fri, 14th nov CCN day. COCONUTS up for grab!!
Sat, 15th nov Steamboat @ thomson
Mon, 17th nov SQM quiz 1 & DO MP slides
Tue/Wed, 18th & 19th nov DO MP report draft
Thu, 20th nov Keppel visit & peer tutorial
Fri, 21st nov MP report draft DUE
Mon, 24th nov MP trial (not comfirm)
Tue, 25th nov MSA quiz 1
Wed, 26th nov MP JUDGING
Thu, 27th nov Club and Resort Quiz 1

Super sian leh!!!
*FAINT*

Packed schedule

2008-11-11T18:26:00.000-08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN.

the following weeks will be stressful uh.

13rd nov, which is tml, MSA peer teaching. Hopefully the printing shop isn't crowded.
14th nov, CCN, Selling coconuts? lol. >.< Hopefully it's not gonna rain.
WEEKENDS ( SAT GONE, SUN STUDY!!)
17th nov, SQM quiz 1. haven even study! Hopefully my brain is still able to memorize.
WEEKDAYS ( THU GONE, TUE AFTERNOON AND WED DO DRAFT.)
21st nov, MP report first draft. haven even started. -.- Hopefully my brain juice flows.
WEEKENDS (SAT, SUN DO SLIDES)
WEEKDAYS ( MON, TUE EITHER 1 TRIAL WITH L/O)
26th nov, MP judging. Haven even started doing the slides and the trial with L/O haven do yet.

all planned out. Hopefully i din missed anything out. haiz. sian. 2008 isn't a good year.

How i wish time will stops on christmas day. den forever in christmas mood! =p

GRADE 1 imitations!

2008-10-31T20:37:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Anyone interested in getting high class replica of branded bags? the url is here! visit to get more information. hopefully get 10 (including me) or more orders to get cheaper rate. and it's free shipping to asia!

Though it's replica but it seems super real uh. haha. if interested, pls leave a tag.

Thanks for viewing! hehe.

ranting

2008-10-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

LET ME RANT WILL YOU?!

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i am still super duper unhappy can? !!!!!

Slacker

2008-09-28T19:37:00.001-07:00

Oh well, i know i have not been updating. so you guys have no entertainment uh. lol. simple reason for this, I AM LAZY! haha. and playing back old games such as gunbound. quite dumb yet entertaining. and SOMEBODY keep winning me, becoming very proud. dunno who uh.

besides playing old games, i watch old show too. lol. duno if you guys have heard of this super old (older than me) de anime. it's call saint seiya aka warrior of zodiac. it have many different story and movies. many nice characters too! so overall quite nice and addictive uh. Most information can be found at wikipedia. search more if u wan to. haha. i usually watch at veoh or tudou. just search saint seiya will do. but tudou can be quite slow sometimes =/ those lazy yet interested, chat me in msn and i shall spoon feed you by giving you the link directly. haha. good uh?

and finally, Gold Saint of the SAGGITAURUS constellation ROCKS!!! not that 'Pai C'! LOL.

Besides that, anyone got lobang for Boys Over Flowers aka Hana Yori Dango VCD esp part 1 which is so difficult to find now. Watching in tudou is so slow. sian. tsk!

Looking forward for the upcoming FO7 BBQ on 4 oct and Class outing on 8 Oct. hehe. and somebody haven give me something uh. your deadline is nearing cos oct is coming. lol! and btw, oct of year 2008, not year 2222 hor! haha.

Note: underlined de is got LINK de if you haven realised. haha.

2008-09-20T21:06:00.000-07:00

'I'm SERIOUSLY 'BED-RIDDEN'!

I just want to sleep through all the troubles.'

SOMEONE BRING ME OUT FOR A 'SHOP-TILL-DROP' DAY!

2008-09-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

Some random quiz!

1) The person who tagged:

Peggy

2) Your relationship with him/her is:

Gf.

3) Your five impressions of him/her:

-White

-Adagio

-Duno la

-Okok la

-hmm, Arh, Orh!

4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

Opps. Forgotten. haha. Her ai xin fish porridge BOUGHT. she say will cook in the future!

5) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:

She said she loves me! =p

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:

Alr tgt.

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

Hmmm. lesser hmm, arh, orh, duno, okok la. LOL!

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:

The day most probably wun come. I am too kind to hate anyone! =p

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

She's too slow? duno =/

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

eh, make her happy? o.o

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:

1 word, short and sweet, GOOD! haha.

12)How you think people around you will feel about you?:

Ask them lo.

13) The characters you love of yourself are:

Straightforward

14) On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:

Too straightforward

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:

obviously Me!

16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:

Wo wei ren ren, ren ren wei wo. haha.

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:

Dun wan to pass liao. cos i guess later will get a lot of repeat de. so end here.

BYE BYE

FO7 gathering

2008-08-29T22:29:00.000-07:00

hurhur! i am back from the FO7 gathering! it was such a nice gathering uh. it's like an monthly event. haha. anyway, i shan't repeat the whole process and post the pics cos raymond and derek's blog got some nice nice de le. so whoever wants to see, go to the link.

alright, some significant de. first was the con-woman who sell the candies to raymond and derek. 400g 12bucks. haha. some were ok, some were not, some even stinks. LOL. next was the steamboat, the xiao la turn out to be super hot. cant tahan even the soup is diluted. so everybody camp at the chicken soup side. T_T thirdly, Laselle photo taking session. haha. some typical power ranger style, some male 1 side female 1 side, and SOME duno how to describe de. FO7 should know la. haha. lastly was the train home. took some pics and created a joke out of me. -.- haha

alright. that's all. NEXT out on next month. Peishan JYJY la. haha.

Happy!

2008-08-27T02:38:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHAHA!

Last few mins before my attachment ends!

After that, i declare FREEDOM!

I am using the last few mins to blog since there's nothing to do. hehe. finally finish tis whole thing. Million thanks to MC, cruchyroll, youtube, friends who kept me company during the boring week, SIP partner jerry who have 2 more days to go and of cos gf for her words of encouragement! Thankfully i have completed my SIP report. xD

alright, thurs marks a significant start of a slacker's life! i need programs too! DATE ME OUT, i am serious. WAHAHAHAHA.

gadgets

2008-08-23T20:33:00.000-07:00

hurhur, back to update. haven post my newest gf de pic uh. haha. cos i have been trying to snap a artistic view of omnia. alright, i admit my shooting skills are not up to the standard. i found 1 online. so nice. here it is!

nice uh. i tink so too. =x haha. finally get my hands on it.

RANDOM: i wanna get a macbook air! slim, light and nice. hmm. anyone knows the price? hopefully the specs are not too jialat. haha.

Attachment left with 3 days! endure, Endure and ENDURE!

MCMCMCMCMCMCMC

2008-08-20T19:00:00.000-07:00

YESH! i am proud to announce that i am MC for 2 days, meaning NO WORK.

ALRIGHT, OFF TO ROT. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

omnia!

2008-08-17T03:41:00.000-07:00

wahahahaha. introducing my newest gf, her name is Omnia. hehe. she is too lovely. she's slim, no worries for over weight problem. she stays in my pocket. she's black yet shiny. next time den upload her pic. =p

' hey, dun jealous uh. ADAGIO! haha.'

sian sian

2008-08-11T20:04:00.000-07:00

AHH! i am super duper uber bored at work. how i wish i could skip work like how i skip lectures during school days. my classmates will know that i will only appear in lectures on the first and last lesson. wahahahaha.

anyone can intro me to some kind of corrupted doctors who sell MCs? not too ex pls. like 10 bucks per day. hehe. i am willing to travel the extra mile to buy like 3 days MC per week for the last 3 weeks.

I AM DESPO FOR MC!!!

trust

2008-08-09T06:55:00.000-07:00

'Though he's not really close with me, he's still my respectable cousin.

He will always live in our memories.

The fun and laughters he brought to us.

My deepest condolences to my da yi and family.'

'Mark my words, Trust and honesty is the only language accepted in a relationship

Though it sounded easy, it's difficult to apply'

Enjoy!

2008-08-08T20:11:00.001-07:00

HEY HEY.

Hope you guys have enjoyed urselves during the BBQ.

Happy National Day!

Take care, see you guys soon! =)

bbq details

2008-08-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

HI

I am back with all the details.
Menu will be the following:
1. Hotdog
2. crabsticks
3. sweet corns
4. satay
5. chicken chops
6. sambal sotong
7. stingray

Drinks will be fruit punch.

Venue: Rio vista
Time: 7pm
Cost: $7 to $9 (Still working on it.)

Thanks for the support!
Hope to see you guys on friday!

pissed.

2008-08-05T17:54:00.001-07:00

every morning i am sooooooooooooooo damn pissed with MOE. fucking retards la. my supervisor knows that the attachment period is going to be over, now flooding us with who. still ask if we are going to take leave. oh pls la. 1 day only 14.7 bucks. WO BU XI HAN! even i work macdonalds will aso get better than this. still got the cheek to ask me work work work. KNN. who the hell you tink you can make me work. if's not for the sake of passing, i would have quitted long ago. Fucking cheapskate. go hire someone to help the department. Fancy exploiting interns from polytechnics. no money to hire graduates ar? wtf is this?

i tot it should be 'if i am able to do, i do. if i duno how to do, den too bad.' still ask me go find out stuffs that i learn before. something i notice about government sector, dey like to make simple matters complicated. 1 very simple thing have to separate into so many files. when i first started, those info were alr super messy. still expect me to check and make sure it's in correct order. this dun have that dun have. how to compile. BULLSHIT!

and the big boss of the department. another BIG retard. i guess anyone can be, even a 3 year old kid. he like to ask my supervisor to present info in a '1 look will understand' de style. obviously it ended up to be my work. we do until so jialat he 1 look den understand and throw 1 side. NB CB! lidat i aso can be big boss la. ask others to prepare such easy info, 3 yr old kid aso will understand la. dun understand why such bosses need so many education. someone who can understand and communication in english will be competent enough.

4 more fucking weeks to go. TP just sent a email about SIP survey form. i will DEFINATELY give fucking negative comments. MARK MY WORDS! spoil my sleep, spoil my dream, spoil my late night parties, spoil my mood. THIS WHOLE SIP IS A RUBBISH! i really pity the next batch who are coming in to work in oct. those next sem 3.1 de student. see moe nia, SIAM AR!

even the lappy issued to do work is like shyt. sometimes will black screen and jus die off. wtf. fucking cheapskate laptop. still wan me to take good care of it, lock it in the cabinet to prevent theft. OMG la. this type of useless laptop, i tink theifs aso dun wan. they still think is some treasure. SHITTY!

FUCK OFF !

2008-08-05T03:56:00.000-07:00

BBQ comfirmation!

Peeps who are attending are
1. Donna
2. Angie
3. Peggy
4. Yap Ben
5. HuiYu
6. Yufang
7. JunJie
8. MeiFeng
9. Winnie
10. Minting
11.Ruixiang
12. Myself.

hope i din make any mistakes in the list.
if there's any last min stuffs, pls let me know asap.

venue: rio vista
time: 630pm to endless. =p
date: 8/8/2008

To james, pls let me know if you are coming ok? haha. hope to cya too.

COMFIRM

2008-07-30T22:22:00.002-07:00

OK, the BBQ IS ON!
Provided the pit is available. haha.

will let you guys know the details soon.
stay tune! hehe.

RANDOM

2008-07-30T22:22:00.001-07:00

Random Age Test Results

鉴定结果您的心理年龄25岁
与您实际年龄差7岁
幼稚度20％
成熟度61％
老化度8％

Take test if you want

http://www.xlzx.com/xlcs/zy32.htm

Updates

2008-07-30T22:22:00.000-07:00

UPDATES on BBQ

HOHO!

2 more peeps are comfirm! -.-
updated list is below!
1. Donna
2. Angie
3. Peggy
4. Yap Ben
5. HuiYu
6. Winnie
7. Momo (ghost only eat candles and joss sticks la) lol.

TML LAST DAY TO COMFIRM le. ASK MORE PEEPS TO COME!

>>>>>>>>Pit status<<<<<<<<

LEFT WITH 4, 5 and 6 ONLY!

FAST COMFIRM MEANS FAST BOOKING!

THE MORE THE MERRIER!

1, 2, 3..... GOGOGO!

-.-

Updates on BBQ

2008-07-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

UPDATES ON BBQ

Alright, some people have responded to the BBQ idea.

Positive responses from :

1. Donna

2. Angie

3. Peggy

4. Yap Ben

5. HuiYu

OMG! only 5 ppl. more leh. Pls help spread around, ask CO and alunmi ppl!

LAST DAY COMFIRM ON FRIDAY 1st of AUGUST so that Ruixiang can book the pit!!

Anyone interested?

2008-07-28T05:36:00.000-07:00

Target audience : SRSCO/ Alumni

Hello everyone,

Anyone will be interested in BBQ-ing on national day eve (8th Aug)? haha.

Possible menu could be the following :
1. Chicken chops
2. Satays
3. Hotdogs
4. Sotong
5. Fish
6. Oatak

Possible drinks could be the following :
1. Fruit punch
2. Beer
3. Red wine
4. Soft drinks

Possible places could be the following :
1. Rio Vista

that's only some of the stuffs that i could think of.
Perhaps some games? lol.
well, it might be a way to gather once again after the competition ends.
So, if you are interested, feel free to leave a tag!
Suggestions are welcome!

hopefully there will be good responses and it will be on!

Ranting!

2008-07-27T22:39:00.000-07:00

finally i am blogging again. but first of all, let me RANT will you?

i am so so so so UNHAPPY with work at MOE! super dry and bored. today's the day when everything doesn't go my way. the first thing i reach office building which irritates me was the dumb lift. it work by some smart system. but i feel that it's rather stupid. everyone just waited outside the same lift for certain levels. what happen to the other lifts? slacking? wth. waited for 10mins for it la.

secondly, the dumb supervisor everytime like to change change change. she think her way very good uh. wth. pointed out her mistake and she say it's alright, go on with it. after which, she came to us and say have to change. wtf. idiotic. super turn-off lunchtime too. walked out to the hawker centre and to my disappointment, it was closed. took a de-tour to find food. in the end, NONE! went back to canteen. bought pasta. Now den i realise pasta can be soooooooo shitty. the pasta was serve with tomatoe sauce and that's it, no more. serving small, salad stinks and it cost 3 bucks. initially already no appetite, with this shit, WTF!

still feeling hungry, went to get food. chose the wrong tibits. the tab card system lagging. internet lagging and there goes my youtube. everything just went haywire la. den now SIP update to teacher in-charge become individual. it means that i have to type everything that i have done from week 1 till now and send it to her. wth. it's like a repetition of what jerry have sent wad. dumb la.

oh well. i guess the only thing which went right was, i manage to get the sweet donut.

' Rubbish, Rubbish and more Rubbish!'

some updates to do.

2008-06-04T06:50:00.001-07:00

it's been awhile since i last update. anyway, wun be blogging anymore. kinda busy at work and i have got nothing to update anyway.

will be doing blog hopping too. so guys, rmb to update and let me read. haha. links updated too. ok, i noe it's like finally i edit the link. haha.

alright. that's all.

' Happy Birthday to you =)'

funny presentation

2008-05-15T04:02:00.000-07:00

wahahahahaha. i'm back. recently have been quite busy due to work. prepare this prepare that. meeting here meeting there. ZZZ. bored, tired. alright, no difference for today's work. however, there's some funny things happened during meeting today.

today is my presentation. before me, there are 2 presentations by some fan company selling super big fans and of cos one of our MA, CPG. the fan company's presentation goes this way. that person keep talking and talking, in between he was trying to show the operations of the fan. Thus, he uses his hands as the blades and turn like a fan. -.- kinda dumb and his actions are hilarious. he did it not only once, but several times due to some technical questions asked by the management. wahahahaha. wanted to laugh but cannot la. people meeting right? lol.

next was the CPG guy. previously there was a meeting to amend the contract details held. some changes were made. today, he's going to present to us what has been change. that guy who presented first was a dumb one. first, he said he amended the coverpage. wth. like that's not the main point. it's ok, nvm. he's new maybe. next, he went on to the contents page and say he amend the content cos there addition headings. WTH. my deputy director directly told the other CPG guy (who is the usual one, so called experience one) to take over and start from the main point. LOL. super funny. same la, cannot laugh. toopid guy, ppl wan to see the contract he go say change content and coverpage. LAME LA. haha.

after that my turn lo. nothing much. the funny thing only in the morning. afternoon meeting and routine work den HOME SWEET HOME >.< Finally!!

lastly, monday IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY! haha. good! dun nd work. hehe. Happy Vesak Day in advance!

Blogging at work. hehe

2008-04-30T02:08:00.000-07:00

i am now using the time during my working hours to blog. well, i have done my work la. so no worries. haha. though there should be lots of work to do, quite a few projects are pending for approval and comments. government sector is always like this. have to wait for approval for this and that. and my supervisor got meeting everyday. so, she haven got the time to see our drafts when we sent her. as for now, nothing much we can do. just wait lo.

lately we have been sitting in meetings with the supervisor. quite bored. and guess wad, one of our project, revamping the FM handbook requires lots of meeting with the MAs (SMM & CPG). today jus had the first meeting. distributed the work amount. so, is not like only me and jerry revamping the whole book. phew. haha. as for us, our part is to source out all the SOP ( Standard Operating Procedures). we have done it. see how's going to be like in the next meeting in the following weeks. haha. hope the revamping of the handbook will proceed smoothly.

ok, now we are jus waiting for 545pm to knock off. haha. all packed up and ready to go. haha. GOOD NEWS! tml no work due to labour day. haha. first holiday in my attachment. good! dun nd to wake up soooooo early. quite a period of time i have been sleeping before 12am and wake up at 12pm. it's not like myself and i miss my slacker life. HAHA >.<

ok la. that's about it. i think those collegues who walked pass though i was typing some report. haha. i nv got caught. wahahahahaha. ENJOY PUBLIC HOLIDAY TO THE FULLEST!!! Muahahahaha!

SIP-MP

2008-04-25T23:48:00.000-07:00

first week of SIP is doing nothing la. first few days was jus waiting for 1230 which is lunchtime and 545 which is knock off time. haha. though there are some stuffs to do, it's jus some miscellenous stuffs. able to get in done within an hour. guess that's the first week.

hope next week will be better. haha. anyway, next week got public holiday! 1st may, labour day! meaning no work for those who doing SIP now. haha. go out celebrate?

last entry for the holiday.

2008-04-19T22:28:00.000-07:00

holidays are coming to an end in less than 12 hours time. so last entry of holiday, and at the same time, marks a start of attachment life. aww. everyone seems to be attached to the west side of singapore, perhaps we will still run into each other in the green mrt line yea? from tampines which is in-house to boon lay, our people are being spreaded all around it. haha. and i'm in buona vista. -.-

nothing much to blog about thought. hoping that i wouldn't be late for the first day. haha. train concession starts tomorrow morning! $45 gone before getting pay. Zzz...

attachment preview

2008-04-16T03:47:00.001-07:00

alright, tml's goin back to school for SIP briefing at 10am. anyway, doesn't really concerns me. wondering why? haha. cos i already comfirm every details like reporting time, venue, attire and much more. not neccessary to list all la right? haha.

ok, some preview about the attachment. my attachment place will be at MOE, which is located right opposite buona vista MRT station. it's far but alr used to it when i'm working in haagen dazs holland v, right shendia? haha. practically, i know the place pretty well. will be doing energy audit and BCM stuffs. dun really know what's the real thing installed for me. think that's all for now. haha.

hope that the environment's friendly. haha. 5monthes! i will MAKE IT! haha.

meanwhile, PLAY hard BEFORE starting to WORK hard. =p

for the sake of MR LOW JUNXIANG

2008-04-14T01:50:00.000-07:00

titanium armour with aura. haha.

titanium armour

bluestin armour with sword shown.

bluestin armour

recently started playin CABAL, not maple anymore hor MR LOW. haha. ok. here are some screen shot of my char wearing bluestin and titanium armourset respectively. quite nice graphics eh. lol. join me and jerry in cabal la, marcus. haha.

finally an update. HAHA

2008-04-11T01:01:00.000-07:00

alright. updates. recently have been spending time with myself. HAHA. since attachment gonna start soon, in like 2 weeks time, i'm goin to let myself become a slacker! rotting, slacking, doing nothing, lying on bed for 24 hours. whatever that do not requires the usage of brain, i will do it in tis last 2 weeks. haha.

watching tv, playing games, sleeping, eating, drink, lying on the bed and daydream. everyday with the same stuffs. kinda lifeless yet 'relaxing'. haha. brain's on holiday! shutting off now! bye =p

' Pinning high hopes will only makes you pain when fell.'

quiz requested by huiyu.

2008-03-24T04:24:00.000-07:00

alright, nothing much to update so decided to do the quiz as requested by huiyu. haha. ok, here goes.

QUIZ

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

Ans. Hopefully 26.

2. What I want the most now?

Ans. Er. Diploma cert? haha.

3. Who is the person you trust most?

Ans. Nobody including myself.

4. Do you think you have enough confident?

Ans. What area do you wish to know uh?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what whould it be?

Ans. Can i have everything? =p

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Ans. No, i can't see it anyway due to colorblindness.

7. What are you afraid to lose now?

Ans. Seriously, i think i have nothing to lose eh.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

Ans. A lifetime is good enough for me.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Ans. Yes.

10. List our 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Ans. Jerry. I can't see any good points. LOL =p

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?

Ans. Mutual love is enough between couples.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

Ans. People who lies and claimed that it's for your own good.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship?

Ans. Initial yes, but now, not sure.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather accepting the truth?

Ans. Accept the truth.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Ans. Future partner? haha.

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend /girlfriend?

Ans. Yes, i am going to get married by 26 hor, mind you! haha.

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?

Ans. Something new.

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?

Ans. Normal friends.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

Ans. Less spendthrift. haha.

20. What makes you different?

Ans. Nothing. I am just like everyone of you.

Finally done. -.- i tot short short nia yet it turn out to be 20 questions. zzzz. anyway. DONE! haha. lazy to choose what 8 people la. Bless me or Bless me not, up to God. haha.

early night.

2008-03-17T19:48:00.000-07:00

had a terrible headache last night. tossing and turning while i'm in bed. perhaps i have been staring at my lappy and tv under a dim light. oh well. doesn't have any medicine at home. get myself to sleep, hope it will be better.

when i woken up tis morning, i see the clock, 930 am.. =.= that's the result of sleeping too early ytd night. well, at least the splitting headache is gone. haha. guess i shouldnt face electronic stuffs for long hours. updated on the pics of the skates took me quite some time cos the size is 1.8mb per pic. T_T taken using my phone. din know it will turn out so big. haha.

BCM additional cert de test's coming up. gotta study and make sure i get it! 50 MCQ may sounds easy, but nv underestimate it! haha.

reached!

2008-03-16T20:02:00.000-07:00

hohohoho! my skates finally reached singapore. long waited skates.. cant wait to try it out on ice. but haven sharpen yet. finally can wear own skates to skate. haha. =p pics are here. hehe.

' The reason behind it was, Once bitten, Twice shy.. '

elements of life.

2008-03-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

' what is the reason which makes me apologize to her? i thought i am taking her words and action lightly. it has proven me wrong. does it mean she still have weightage in me? '

' i am like ice, trying to my best keep myself frozen yet she's like flame, trying her best to melt the ice.'

results are out!

2008-03-12T04:38:00.000-07:00

din update due din do much these days. holidays are boring. adding the fact that it kept raining and raining like it nv rained before.. -.- being kept at home is bored. other than sleeping, chatting online, viwawa-ing, vcd-ing, what else can i do? haha. however among my boring days, still there are some days which are occupied.

someday last week went to jerry house to play mahjong. with grala nia. 3 leg aso play. zzz super fast. we can play 24 rounds in 2 hours. haha. fast ar. after that walked grala to the bus and accompanied her to wait for bus before goin home for dinner.

monday, went out with grala. eating, window shopping and plan my stuffs. met celine at junior too. chatted awhile. went to quite some places. first to citylink den to suntec, den to marina square den heeren. after she went off for training, i went home.

watching tv till late night.. quote from a show, ' athough our feelings isn't heartening, it's like flowing water, peaceful, steady and slow yet everlasting.' quite a nice quote for me. haha. xi shui chang liu never stops. oh well.. after the show, sleep la! haha

Today, the results of the main exam are out! haha. quite satisfied with my results except two subjects. sian la. but at least passed all. hack care la. now i can skate without worries le. =)

' friends are jus passing images of life, take them lightly and thou will not be hurted.'

' i'm looking forward for a happy and fruitful day on a particular day. Cheers!'

yawns

2008-03-02T17:03:00.000-08:00

for some reasons, which even myself cant figure out what it is, i am awake now at 9AM. ZzZzZ.. the breeze's cold. brr.. sian.. woke up early means i have a long day to spend. though is school holiday, it's boring everyone's busy with their own stuffs, be it work or school. oh well.. cant do much though. perhaps should go find some temp work to increase income? haha. well, i am lazy to stand in the shop doing nothing and waiting pay day.

yawns. feeling kinda sleepy but jus cant sleep. hmm, maybe should go get mac for breakfast. haha. alright den. just go get it! cya!

it's over

2008-02-29T06:08:00.000-08:00

finally the exams are over! woots. this long awaited moment. attractions management paper still alright but it took me quite some time. hope the marker buys my arguement. haha.

after went to pizza hut for lunch with classmates. most of the class were there. haha. the baked pasta at pizza hut sucks. zzz. not nice.. still feels that swensens' or pastamanic de is better. anyway, nvm.. after that went for playing session at arcade before goin into movies.

caught meet the spartans. quite a lame show. but very funny. haha. 'i will survive!' after that went home. sorta tired ar. slept for awhile. skipped dinner. haha. now i'm kinda hungry. considering to have supper or not. hehe.

' indecisiveness seriously isn't great feeling. hope i din place my bets wrongly'

thoughts

2008-02-25T23:21:00.000-08:00

'i have gain the ability of 'transparency'. i guess you too....'

catch a breath

2008-02-25T23:00:00.000-08:00

back to blogging. these few days just pure mugging. when i say mugging, doesn't apply to time when i am at home. haha. mugging outside with friends.

SAT
met up with dia, weilin and Ms Koh. haha. did energy audit past year papers. wasn't that tough for me though. taught dia. our papers, notes and books are all on the floor. haha. the sight was quite a spectacular one. it has been a long time since i saw so much books and stuff related to study. perhaps the last time was during the preparation for Os. oh well. after doing the papers, dey online see dogs. -.- nvm since we are done with what we are supposed to. home sweet home den.

SUN
finally got the time to go change hp. wahahahaha. so long since i last change hp. so went with mum to change le den go meet weilin Ms Koh and charlotte at ave 8 de mac. Ms Koh help me pasted the screen protecter on my phone. though is not really well done but still, THANK YOU! haha. so tried my best to memory pmgt. luckily still gotten dem in. haha. din really study much there cos we end up chatting. for instance, getting weilin a english name? haha. much more and so on. left for dinner at home. stayed up to watch tv. no feeling to study. haha. finally, sleep!

MON
alright, managed to wake myself up cos last night watch tv until too late. haha. went school for project management paper. finished in 40 mins. was chicken feet. =p haha. seriously easy. but i find MCQ more difficult ar. haha. i studied and memorise theory. so when cant find the option, i die. haha. wadever. den went T3 for lunch. after that went back to hougang. the rest came too. so taught them Eaud in the food court. and we went jerry house for dinner and started studying again. process of mugging is sian. after that go home sleep.

TUE, today
energy eaud was a killer paper. as in i killed the paper. haha. confident in the paper. hope there isn't any calculator errors and i din punch in the wrong value. the numbers are too long so must write carefully. haha. went lunch at TM with classmates. home few mins ago, blogging now. haha. luckily there's a breather in between Eaud and AM. still got time to study, slack and BLOG. haha. oh well, since there's time, OFF TO SLACK. ZzZ..

2 papers down!

2008-02-22T05:26:00.000-08:00

finally the first 2 papers today! fortunately, efforts paid off! =D BCM paper is super easy cos i have re-write the answers for 3 times. haha. can write out the answers without refering to the question provided the sequence is the same and yes, it is the same! so finished BCM paper effortlessly. went out in 40 mins time.

after that went makan and study for lighting of cos. the paper was alright. wun kena sup-paper. confident of passing but A is impossible. haha. well, i am satisfied though. finished in an hour due to some careless mistake which i managed to find in the calculations. thank god! lol. went home to slack. haha.

went to school without cap. damn ugly la. sian. at least have to wait for 1 month before my hair grows back. =/ so for the time being, i am gonna wear cap and beanies or bandana. haha. more winter than ever before. it's become like winter sonata, yes, in singapore. i noe is gonna looks hot, bear with it lo. haha.

anyway, buck up for PM, Eaud and AM. last 3 papers and welcome holidays! haha. study study and more study!

mugg hard!

2008-02-21T06:15:00.000-08:00

ok, back to update. at least god allow some time for me to blog about tis few days. haha. alright. in short, i have been studying either at cp, school or home. haha. facing books, ms koh and ms chan. and of cos, thanks ms hae-mon for teaching and creating jokes! LOL>.<

the most memorable thing happened in school, lalala room. ok. ms chan and her hilarious acts. haha. ask those who witness dun blog about it, she blogged out herself. haha. ok la, dun laugh at her. it's jus her. lol. and ms koh made me wait for 1 hour! so TWO bubble tea. =p

haiz. today damn sian la. before goin to meet ms (koh+chan), went to cut hair. guess wad's the result? it's sucks!!!! the hairdresser cut until sooooooooooooooooooooooooo short la. sian half. wore a cap to meet dem. oh well, what's done is done. BUT i still wan to complain la. so now, i dun even noe how to go school tml for bcm and lgacs paper. cap too? =/ duno can wear cap all during de paper or not. damn ugly! =/

keeping my finger crossed! hope tml's paper will be easy and my hair to grow long fast fast!!! >.<

enjoyment before MUGGING

2008-02-17T21:01:00.000-08:00

year 2.2 has come to an end. meaning that exams are around the corner. gotta start mugging in the study week. ok, before mugging, enjoy first la. haha.

ON SAT
went to mr roy tang's house for visiting. jerry, michelle and i reached first. chatted with mr tang, play with his baby. after that huanwei, calvin, shendia and yonghan came. watched sugar and spices. not a bad show. quite nice. as usual, new year mah, sure will gamble. haha. ok, we did. haha. halfway through, grala, ericia, weiting finally reached. so slow. so started eating before continuing the game. lots of laughters and smiles. KFC, 933 golden pillow, yu sheng and lots of drinks. after that, continued to gamble. and mr tang gave out angbaos, ranging from $20 to $4. haha. ok, i am not that lucky to get $20. gotten $4. well, better than nth. haha. the brothers gotten the top 2 angbaos. gambled until like 4plus before leaving to jerry's house.

we left together but went different place. some went to jerry's house while some went to huaiwei's house. for me, went to jerry's house. played mahjong but no money involved. haha. great yea? jus anyhow game. haha. waited for the rest to come before starting dinner. but in the end we started first. halfway through dinner, heard a familiar voice and we all know who has reached. lol. ok, wendy and yiting are here. some of us have finished our dinner. after they have finished, den grala reached. haha. gonna eat alone uh. nevertheless, some of us accompanied her. finale of the day, mahjong gambling! with money hor. oh well, lady luck was not with me. overall, lost to grala aka gamble queen! 3 sides all lost to 1 side. T_T not really alot so nvm la. after that, went home. tired eh. and duno who still call me play viwawa at 230am ar. =p

well, i guess everyone have enjoyed themselves today! take care and mug hard for exams.

ON SUN
managed to wake myself up for movie. 1040 screening. so early la. free de, so no use complaining. haha. caught CJ7 with cousins and aunt. i personally dun like the show. no meaning and not funny. zzz. waste my time. near fell asleep in the show. after that went for lunch at pastamania. it's been a long time since i last dine at pastamania. went back to grandma house to play mahjong. din win also. ok den i realised that i have to write out the answers for BCM and i now still not home. zzz hack care. uncle drove me home. started to write answers but doesn't have all. sian half. waste time. luckily wendy sent me the whole thing. thanks! i guess i have to print out or COPY all out. haha. hope is not too much to study. either today, wed or thurs have to memorise. hmm. that's all. gd nite.

Final week of school

2008-02-15T05:27:00.000-08:00

ok. finally the last week of school has ended. quite a busy week cos of projects and stuffs. so everyday other than normal school timetable, also stayed back to do projects. boring and tired. while doing every project, we nv forget fun. lol. crack jokes, play games. haha. recently, some of us got hooked on Wahjong. lol. even safwan and anas aso noe how to play. haha.

there's a special day in tis week. however, the way i spent it is ordinary. again, project! -.- oh well. classmates are giving out sweets, choco. thanks! haha. and grala! as promised, an Angbao for you la! haha. thick leh, it's 1 stack of money leh. haha. get on with work after lunching. print pmgt followed by bfa. nevertheless, Happy Vday everyone!

and today, i am feeling very happy yet unhappy. contradicting uhs. haha. cos today handed up all the projects! left with NONE! muahahahaha. but den, it means that exams are coming. zzz. many stuffs to study. anyway, done up with a studying schedule. bookings are full! =p

' i've made up my decision because i can't forget what has happened.'

i'm glad.

2008-02-09T01:23:00.000-08:00

' thanks for staying. i'm really happy when you said ok. i believe. take care.'

CNY

2008-02-09T00:55:00.000-08:00

Day 1 of CNY
as usual, went to grandma house for CNY. we were late tis year. why leh? my parents' fault. still slowly bath, change when the time's flying like nobody's business. when we reach, nobody's there. zzzz. all cousins went out to bai nian liao. aiyo. nv wait for me. oh well. of cos the usual relatives are still there. after a short while, more relatives come. good right? cos it means more red packets! haha. talk talk eat eat drink drink. that's what i have been doing. haha. played mahjong with aunt, sis and dad. all play so slow. haha. usually is play with my cousins la. haha. unfortunately, by the time they are back, it's time for me to leave le. -.- nvm la. still got day 2.

after leaving, meeting weiting ericia and shendia for grala's house. too bad that wendy cant make it. haha. grala's mum looks super young leh. and most of them wears GREEN. haha. after chatting, gambled in her room with her god-brothers. dogs was chasing each other. 1 male 1 female. though the male one has been sterilised. haha. still have the desire to do. aiyo. haha. gambled all the way until 11 den leave. was a pleasant experience. thanks grala! that marks an end to day 1.

Day 2 of CNY
today actually suppose to visit another relative and chua chu kang. i lazy to go la. haha. anyway they will still ask my mum to pass it to me. LOL. so went to grandma house to play our 'unplayed' mahjong in day 1. reach around 1pm. den played the full 16 rounds. of cos there are relatives came in the midst of our game. nevertheless, they are kind enough to come into the room to distribute. LOL. my sis din come so too bad. =x

after the 16 rounds, go slack awhile before starting another 16. haha. however time doesn't allow for 16 rounds. managed to play 8 rounds before goin for dinner. after that home sweet home! day 1 was too tired. din count my angbaos. hehehehe. $.$ earnings dropped abit leh. haha. nvm la. expected anyway. after that gotta do BCM research. and i'm sooooo lucky to find a website which has all the datas of the countries i am looking for. hehe. easy task. den go to bed.

Day 3 of CNY
today woke up abit too late ar. supposed to go ah jie's house to celebrate her bday and have lunch de. but i woke up at 1215. haha. and still, i sat in front of the tv until 1pm. was watching legend of the 8 immortals. haha. so reached there after the cake cutting 'ceremony'. oh well, better than nv go wad. eat, talk, drink, watch tv. din really do anything special. went home at 3plus cos she has to prepare for her dad's side de dinner.

reach home watch tv. and after tv, blogging, which is now. haha. i know i have something to do. but i am jus too lazy to do. guess what is it? =p Eaud la. haven type in according to the template and the supporting workings. sian. boring. tml no program leh. haiya. anybody goin anybody's house jio me go! lol. not forgetting next sat de roy tang's house and jerry's house. looking forward for it!

TP-FDMERS! enjoy while you can now, cos after CNY, gotta start MUGGING! lol.

lunar new year's eve!

2008-02-06T07:16:00.000-08:00

ok. proudly annouced that I, Tan Quanlin, woke up at 630am, leave house at 645am and reach school at 745am! OMG la. that's so unbelievable! especially for my class. it's been a long time since we are all ON TIME for lesson. haha. today is the re-assessment of orgcom. well, frankly speaking, it's way better than the last lesson. haha. good start yea?

the class was super enaging la. like suddenly so enthu. haha. all kinds of activities. after lesson, stayed back to do eaud. of cos in between got talk crap, eat, drink. haha. but still, only managed to do until the last part. teacher left le. unable to continue. time flies! lol. alr 3plus. and we left for tm to help ericia get her cloths. haha. den proceed home.

nothing much on the way. as usual lo. reach home at 5plus. ok. and i was super tired and felt asleep. as a result, i was late for reunion dinner. 8pm den reach when i am suppose to reach at 630pm. opps. oh well, nvm. better than nv come right? haha. chat with cousins. and btw, congrats jie, you are not lonely on tis valentine's day le! haha. i have to jiayou le la. =p

home sweet home after that. ok! that's all for the LONG and tiring lunar new year's eve. look forward for tml! cheers!

2008-02-04T02:42:00.000-08:00

brrr. having a bad flu tis morning. non-stop sneezing. make me felt so tired. haiz. nevertheless, gotta continue working on projects. acoustics was done but i am struggling with my nose. T-T so, i say, jerry do. haha. done it after sometime. most of the class were doing acoustics in project management class. haha. Mr Cheng quite poor thing uh. he flash the answer and explain but nobody bother to copy. haha. sry cher!

after that proceed with binding and lunch. went back to lab to slack. after weiting and company are done, went to club room to slack. haha. oh ya. now the 'in-thing' is viwawa. haha. it's a webby to play games and earn gold. haha. put in a bad way is teach you how to gamble. lol. of cos, we 'gambled' in the clubroom virtually. haha. lastly lgacs tut. copy tut answar and bye!

den peiyu mention that the class tee's gonna ready soon! haha. heard it's quite nice so look forward for it! ok and we are gonna get it on valentine's day. o.o i noe it's no link. -.-

finally, happy 19th birthday to clar! i turned 18 not long and you are 19. -.- anyway, happy birthday!

' i know you received le. tell me you will stay, will you?'

another week passed.

2008-02-01T05:52:00.000-08:00

friday marks an end of the week. reflections on what had happened during tis 5 days. first 3 days was nothing. jus pure mugging, chiong-ing project and at the same time talk crap. haha. thank god that my class wasn't those quiet type.. cant survive in too quiet study environment. lol. what's most exciting was on thurs....... muahahhahaha.

thurs morning had orgcom assessment. was a failure though. most of the class were late and not well prepared. somehow, our group gets to present first. after the presentation, she started her scolding.. reprimanding the whole class, say our attitude no gd, din bother to do work etc. aiya jus say our class and group until like kns. in the end, re-assessment was arranged on next wed 8am to 10am. kinda sian. our class ended and everyone walked out of the classroom with a sian look and abit of anger.

well, it's over so i doesn't really mind what she scolded cos i cant be bother with her. haha. after that stayed back in clubroom to do projects. some doing eaud, some doing acoustics.. we ta pao food up to save time. researched for sometime before yong and company came. while researching, we were also crapping. haha. and something BAD happened. no point blogging out. those who were there understands what i am saying here =X

after the BAD thing's over, continued doing projects lo. BUT! haha. ended up playing some childish and sill games. lol. truth or die? shoot, shag, marry! dare or die? though it's kinda lame, but it enjoyable! haha. the room was filled with laughters. some unknown truth being revealed, some very funny responses! LOL!

'TIME FLIES' ( quoting from isabel. thanks uh =p) some of us going off le which includes me. huanwei and others came in instead. after that duno dey doing project or continue playing. haha. whatever la. at least tis week cleared AM, Eaud test and BAF test.

so what's left with next week is
1. acoustic on monday
2. orgcom on wed
the week after CNY
1. Eaud project on 11 feb
2. project management 15 feb
3. BCM project 15 feb
4. BAF project 15 feb

SIAN, but do i have a choice? T-T

busy week.

2008-01-22T05:16:00.000-08:00

oh well. i had been super busy last week esp wed, thurs and fri. projects, reports, proposals! lighting labwork, orgcom lesson plan, AM visitors profile all DOWN! haha. quite messy as i do them all the one time. haha. some done in club room, library and home. and finally done it on time like i always do. haha.

enough about last week's mugging. this week, handing up those we are suppose to hand up. and new ones are coming. sian. monday early morning, pmgt project. though is a quite short one, still feel the stress. received bcm de 'mini' project. wth. doesn't sound mini to me anyway. haha. tis week's task is to get AM and Eaud done! continue mugging den. oh ya. forgotten about orgcom de research. zzz. tml do lo. dumb dumb!

today i went for lec! surprisely uh? haha. went becos of sip/mp briefing. first half of lec, went to eat. lol. briefing started after i came back. good timing eh. haha. nothing much affects me cos alr allocated to company le. some company named 1-NET. duno what the hell am i suppose to do there. checked online. it is some kind of IT and communication thingy under mediacorp. still kinda blur about it. like no link de. haiz. hate it. but at least better than FM can le.

hope tis sem can get over faster! i'm tired of rushing projects and finding teacher for sip/mp. tis kind of life is bored. how i missed last sem de slacking days together with classmates. playing in sports hall after school. dine out as a huge group. sure have more laughters and smiles than chionging project. haha. when will have another time? =p

'though these few weeks i am busy, i can tell that you are slowly walking out of my life. why? you stayed by me when i was down and now..... during these weeks, no msg, no calls and even msn also din online. suddenly jus turn a cold shoulder towards me. what happen? i tot we were alright. tell me, will you?

are you busy too or you are walking away?

i have a bad feeling towards this issue =/'

updates.

2008-01-12T21:17:00.000-08:00

din update for the past few days. was tired and busy with stuffs. got quite a few project in hand. should actually meet up tis week to get project done but lazy la. so change to next week. gotta settle AM and lighting de first. the coming week will be busy esp on wed and thurs, sure very late go home. sian.

tis week nothing much. go school do nothing den go home. sort of wasting time. 2 test tis week, orgcom and baf. kind of dumb. thurs orgcom test, the bus tio jam. idiot. make me rush to classroom. T-T reach the classroom, ink flow of pen became low. wth. nevertheless, made it with the useless pen. oh well. the baf test screwed up also. anyhow balance but dun tink was correct. after baf test, met wendy. she wants to get the tee coupon. jus nice rx and company came for the open house. took 1 from dem for her. saw her and went home tgt.

as for ytd, sat. went back for open house cos huiyu and sam wanna see. met yubin and zhenhan there. long time din see dem le. haha. before proceeding to the booth, went for makan session. obviously after that listen to the 'story' the individual course have to say lo. we went our separate ways after the open house. dey went chalet while sam, huiyu and i went kallang. kallang leisure park open le! but the not all the shop are opened. walked around. and the kallang ice world de charges are way too expensive le. no group entry de. only got 2 hours $XX. den pay for over time. so not worth. though it's far, but jurong de is better. will be hanging out at the rink quite soon. perhaps 1 week 2 times. anyone wanna join? haha.

dine at kallang leisure park. and took the free shuttlebus back to bedok. who knows, the bus stop only at parkway parade. oh well. we got plenty of time to waste anyway. took 15 all the way back to pasir ris. pass by tp, can see the jam and hop haven end. lol. change 89 back to hougang after alighting at pasir ris. watch tv and slack den. haha.

and i'm looking forward for the rink! haha.

beg to differ.

2008-01-04T00:46:00.000-08:00

as usual, schooling again. yet the atmosphere and feelings are no longer the same. it reminds me of what happened in the past.

it was approximately three and a half years ago, somebody asked me a very simple question yet it struck me greatly. the question was, ' are you happy with everything you are given with?' my ans den was, ' ya of cos, why not? i have a complete family, someone who loved me, friends who understands me, money to spend, satisfactory results and freedom. well, i'm happy.'

however, when it strucked me again, perhaps there will be a 180 degree change in answer. it's been years. and sad to say, not a single soul actually understands me, nobody knows what i am thinking, no one knows me well. it appeared that i'm completed. but who really knows what am i looking for, what do i really need? no one.

on the path of life, nobody sees when i have fallen down, nobody sees when i am lost, nobody sees when i am in a corner of a room drowning into sorrow. oh please, i need a break in life too. guesses, fake smiles and lies makes me felt exhausted, until the extend where i wish i could jus sleep for a few decades. it feels like i am the bad guy who commited unpardonable crime. no trial, no defence council and verdict passed. no question asked!

it became futile to explain when the judges are already taking sides. anyway, i am too tired to defend for myself. the fact is how people pictures one another depends very much on how well they understands each other.

'perhaps these years are truely wasted.'

back from steamboat!

2008-01-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

alrights. back from grandma house after steamboat. went kind of late. it was initially a lunch thingy but i reach around 2plus. so it became a high tea.. haha. met the usual peeps. chatting and watching tv. surprising, quite a major change was made-plasma tv with home theatre system was added to the living room.. woots. haha.

obviously we had steamboat together. watch toopid shows like jus follow law cos some aunties din catch it previously. my uncle who migrated to australia came back, so he also wanted to watch. some aunties working in govt sector also wanna watch. haha. so watch lo. lame la. haha. after tt me and cousins mahjong-ed.. no $$ involved! lol.

while mahjong-ing, dey change disc. watching 881.. wa lao. sooooooooooooooo lame and funny. watched before alr though. nothing much. read i-weekly. home after dinner. that marks an end to the new year day! haha. and i gotten my pullover from jie. thanks uh! haha.

new year resolutions

2007-12-31T18:59:00.000-08:00

let's welcome 2008 with some applause! *claps* LOL!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

all the best in the new year

as for new year solution, firstly, i wish to put a full stop to the long and complicated stuffs between me and her. life makes us thought that we've moved on yet we are still on the same spot. joke's over. din wan to say much. listen to the song embeded and will get wad i wan to say. as for friendship between us, i have little confident in returning to the 'great times' of the past. whatever it is, let natural takes the course. finally, the song's here. =p

secondly, in tis year of 2008, i promise myself to stay away from relationships. and at the same time can wait for her too. =p so other than her, i wun fall for any other girls. just normal friends will do. haha. good resolution uh? stops unneccessary troubles and toopid rumours uh. lol.

thirdly, gonna do well in my studies. at least dun let me kana any subs can le and gpa better rise to 3! arrgh. cos i have me in 2.9X for like 2 sems. bu gan xin! after tis sem, internship will be up next sem. so hope it will be alright. >.<

alright. that's the end of my resolution! gotta go for steam boat. update when i'm back! =)

first day of school

2007-12-30T23:22:00.000-08:00

well, holiday's over. time to get back to school le. so today the first day of school nearly late due to toopid bus. drive so slow duno like what. even the 2 buses from behind alr caught up with mine. feeling tired and sleepy in bus. luckily still reach school on time.

the moment i step into the lab, assignment already given out. sian. no choice la. jus do whatever i noe. gotten back the paper for pgmt. still alright. expected that kind of result anyway. next time read the question properly will earn be more marks! haha. done with the lab work den slack around, talking with 2 weeks no see de classmate.. haha.

after tt pon all the lecs as usual, went to airport for lunch with fellow friends. dined at popeyes-the sailorman! haha. not pop-eyes uh. the food serve is much like kfc. chicky meal yea? sort of nicer than kfc. wait for bizhi to come while marcus and nette went off. talk and tour around terminal 1. nth much. headed home den.

' tml is a brand new year. however, jus dun feel the joy about it. no matter what, life's still goes on. exams and projects still gotta work on it.

so to conclude on year 2007, it cracked a joke on me again by letting me feel that i've moved on yet i'm actually still at the point or origin. '

would it be nice if..

2007-12-24T03:42:00.000-08:00

wouldn't it be nicer if people around you be frank? the harder you try to hide, the more loopholes it will surface. what's so hard about being frank? clueless. state whatever stand it is and stay firm. it felt as if i'm living in a world of people plotting against each other, no longer can believe what is said readily. what's on the surface may not be what's real. all the lies, fake smiles and the 'take you as dead' attitude.

i felt i no longer can communicate in tis world of people. if dun wan jus say dun wan, if dun like jus say dun like, if cannot jus say cannot. 'scare you will get hurt' types of excuses are simply not an excuse to be not frank. felt disappointed cos even friends who known for years does not tells you what's the truth is. or even forget say.

like what others said ' true love cant be forever but true friend can' i doubt. perhaps i do not have a true friend or maybe should i say true friends dun even exist. everybody is jus like ping shui xiang feng, nothing more than that. today we can be really happy goin out, who noes the next time we can turn into enemies?

who would really standby you when times of difficulties? who would really cares for you when you need them? to me, dun even tink of friend cos they dun. even if there is, she is the only one. though we dun meet yet what she says to me is true, her care and concern are sincere. she's way better than those friends whom i noe for many years. at least she dun lie to me.

friendship, i DUN bear any hope on tis thing anymore. maybe last time i will, but not now. deceive whoever you wan, forget whatever you wish. i no longer cares.

PLS TAKE NOTE:

NOT refering to anyone in particular. read can but NO FLAMING!

if not you gonna GET HELL from me!

not happy, PRESS ALT F4!

what the hell am i doing

2007-12-23T23:12:00.000-08:00

after the exams was holidays for sure. however tis holiday seems so bored and unusual.. i felt as if i din noe wad am i suppose to do during tis holiday. problems arises and things jus dun turn out my way. attractions de project, i forget which part am i suppose to do.. bcm project i din noe the deadline was the friday after sch start, i jus found out last night.

tis christmas was boring.. nothing much to do. as usual clean up room and stuffs. to my atonishment, i dump all the rubbish in to the bucket of water i used to clean the table. what a mess.. tissues, papers, pens, all in the water.. yuck. somemore it was kind of dark in color. had been super lazy tis holiday. does people tend to grow lazier as they grow? woke up at usual time around 12plus or 1. what's different is i went back to sleep after lunch, from like 3 to 7.. like spending most of the time sleeping..

buying christmas card also din buy all at once. buy le den not enough. went back to buy again.. like scattered-brain.. aiyo. wrote the greetings. but like not much differences uh.. duno wad to write either.

finally i tink i did something good! i had nv done before in the whole entire 18 years of life. i became a postman! haha. send out all the cards by myself, goin to like 10 or more places. so dun be shock why dun have stamp de. haha. wasn't tt successful though. some letter box were locked. din manage to put in, so postman, u will have ur job back. haha. kind of tiring to travel from place to place without own transport, not even a bicycle.. haiyo!

meantime, jus posted the rest whose's letter box i am unable to reach. thing goes wrong again. i drop into the wrong box. =.= i drop it in to the franked mail section. cant reverse the process either.. so if din receive, so sorry. haha.. my phone aso siao siao liao.. wan change but no nice phone to change. jus hope it wun die so soon >.<

and went to get my cousin a mascara. quite paiseh. the salegirls see liao also like dun wan to serve. so i got huiyu to go with me.. haha. thanks uh. gotten a black vol from shu uemura for her. it's with me for like 3 days le i still haven wrap.. super lazy. so today got stuffs to do le.. cant sleep during the afternoon if not i wun be blogging. haha.

oh ya. i forget to clean my fan when i was cleaning my room.. aw.. my memory's failing me! is it because study too much subjects like rebus, irdd, bcm? haha. short term memory! tink next time i will get amesia? perhaps.. lol.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2007-12-14T01:01:00.000-08:00

suddenly feel like blogging. duno why. perhaps it's too much to bear on me.. termtest is finally over. did study for it. so result should be ok. holidays are here again. duno wad can i do during tis period of time. to tink of that, kinda bored too.

and, thanks for those who wished me. esp you. thanks for your card and gift. it did accompany throughout the study period.

anyway, sorry mich! cant celebrate your birthday with you due to some reasons. happy 18th birthday!

dedication.

' initially tis christmas can be happy for both of us esp you but yet you gave up. since you wish for that, wish granted.

if you are reading tis, dun bother to ask why because you should know the 'place' you can get your ans.'

last post

2007-11-26T18:46:00.000-08:00

' somethings are bound to happen somedays. somethings are bound to fail no matter how much effort you have put in. no matter how things change, some separations are inevitable. jus leave me alone. uncapable of feelings anymore. the world became colourless, voices became monotone. it killed me.'

BLOG CLOSED

changed day

2007-11-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

met up with yijia after her As.. last paper finish le.. congrats eh.. haha.. went plaza sing to meet her.. den walk around, chatting, window shopping.. after tt went to taka for lappy case.. so nice eh.. but too ex la.. wanna get the macbook de.. white is nice!

after tt went to hereen de hmv.. of cos we din missed out the deliciou wantan mee. haha.. so nice.. nth better to do aso.. den went to citylink de hmv too.. yijia jus cant find that album. haha.. too bad uh.. saw yufang and jianing at city link aso.. dey looking for job.. haha.. saw anis.. she aso change branch liao.. lidat BJ only left victor tt i noe.. haha..

went to suntec mall.. so long nv go le.. quite a lot of new things to see. haha.. met celine too! long time no see aso.. so chatted for quite sometime.. den now she need temp workers.. so ask yufang and jianing to come over for interview.. after tt we went our separate ways.. hope through celine dey can get in la.. haha.. junior is definately nicer than normal.. why dun allow male to work in junior.. if not working with celine sure is good.. haha..

after tt took 107 back.. kinda tired.. tml got accounts test.. weekends gotta do my AM report which is half way done.. sian ar.. monday got lighting test.. wah lao.. haven study leh!! stress.. =.= k la.. tt's all.. gdnite!

MC day!

2007-11-19T18:12:00.000-08:00

monday,
today din went to sch.. went to see doc.. cost me a bomb in my pocket.. haiz.. who to blame.. myself lo.. haha.. wadever.. some money need to be spent.. so get some medicine den go home le.. though it says take after meals, jus take without anything.. wun die aso.. =p the flu syrup was so strong.. 1 day took 3 times and all the 3 times i fell asleep.. after reading den i realise tt there's a label tt goes ' May cause drowsiness in some people' =.= the rest are still ok.. so the day jus past by sleeping..

tuesday, today
woke up at 10.. later goin to sch so tink gonna skip the flu syrup.. tinking of the dumb AM report haven do, stress liao.. dun intend to go so have to imagine some crap for it.. 10% of the whole assessment leh.. die die must do.. tink tml gonna do.. hmm.. tt's all.. cya guys in sch later..

' thanks those who sent me msg.. esp you.. i din expect you to standby me despite your lessons & work.. i realise you are the only one who standby me when i'm not well.. i'm getting much better le.. thanks for being with me when i need you.. after tis, i realise those who cares and who doesn't.. guess i doesn't have much ppl around me who cares uh.. =/ '

it's still not alright..

2007-11-18T05:36:00.000-08:00

sunday le.. still lidat.. sian.. still coughing, still with tt damn sore eyes.. irritating.. went to buy the eye drop but it doesn't seems to work well on me.. went to ah ma house for mahjong session.. kinda sian aso.. eye so pain cant even concentrate.. used the eye drop to cease the pain for awhile, it came back again.. haiya.. my auntie still tempt me with ba gua, cookies, icecream and soft drinks.. -.-

unfortunately, i took some of the cookies.. opps. =x tink tonight gonna be worse liao.. jialat.. but the cookies are really so nice.. wahhahah.. tml got sch eh.. so envious of those sec 4 peeps who are slacking at home.. my cousin everyday at home play DS.. makes me wan to buy aso.. arrggh.. dumb! tempt me nia.. wadever.. he says he got prom nite tis coming thurs.. wah lao.. there wasn't any for my batch lah.. pathetic.. dumb sch.. he say he goin wear white long sleeve top and black pants.. dun u tink it looks like waiter? -.-

anyway, i cant take it to continue blogging.. tears keep flowing down like river.. not crying though.. due to toopid sore eyes.. irritated.. if still lidat the next morning, i goin to get MC! hah.. gd nite!

ccn day

2007-11-16T19:23:00.000-08:00

friday, which is ytd, was CCN day.. so crowded.. gotta squeeze our way through went setting up the store.. very soon, alr 2pm le.. went for accountings tut.. so damn sian la.. the dumb teacher really tinks tt we are idiot ar.. simple stuffs have to repeat so many times.. i'm alr very sleepy.. still continue to talk.. wah lao eh.. finally the lesson ended.. went home straight.. damn tired.. took some medicine and fell asleep.. reach home around 4, i sleep until 10.. den 11 sleep again until the today 10am.. wahahah.. nice sleep, but not feeling well.. the mediciine dun seems to be working uh.. oh well, wadever.. later still gotta go airport for project.. so far.. zzz.. sian.. tt's it.. end here..

KHOO YUFANG, i UPDATED! LOL

feeling aint gd..

2007-11-13T03:02:00.000-08:00

' i'm tired.. i'm moody.. i'm emo.. feeling exhausted.. feeling weird.. and i'm not in the mood of doing anything.. it's feeling aint good.. i dun wan to go sch.. i dun wan to attend lecs.. i dun wan to attend tut.. i dun wan to take any quizes and exams.. i dun wan to go out.. i dun wan to talk.. i dun wan to eat.. i jus wan sleep.. lots of lots of sleep.. long long period of sleep..

will all thoses feelings be gone when i wake up? maybe or maybe not =( '

for the sake of updating

2007-11-10T19:20:00.000-08:00

it's been awhile since i last updated.. so i'm back to clear the dust.. haha.. eve of deepavali, or should i say deepavali.. haha.. it was 12am.. we went k-boxing until dawn.. haha.. was fun but tiring.. halfway through ppl start to fall asleep.. lol.. i din but i was sleepy liao.. but still manage to stay awake all the way.. hmm.. after tt went home for a gd sleep.. too bad, was waken up by a slam on the door at 3pm.. -.-

ok.. update on ytd.. ytd nite went white to meet yb dey all.. dey were having dinner but i only have a cup of strawberry passion smoothie.. hehe.. the image was nice but when the first slip went in to my mouth, it wasn't sweet.. it taste like milk.. -.- more like a strawberry milkshake.. no passion in it.. haha.. after tt went loong house.. before tt, went to 7-11 to buy whisky.. drank at loong house.. manage to finish the bottle.. wasn't tt strong afterall.. haha.. stayed up until 130 den leave loong's house.. cabbed home.. opps.. nearly lost my hp cos i left it in the taxi.. luckily yb was still near the taxi.. if not, bye w900i.. haha.. thanks uh!

tt's all.. gd nite!!

2007-11-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

knowing the truth doesn't mean it's the best.. sometimes ignorance's a bliss..

'from the moment i knew the truth, it seems like the heavy stone tt's hanging in me dropped.. it feels so relieved.. however, it turned sour after a few moments.. instantly, i duno wad to do.. i jus wanted to be alone.. all by myself with the accompany of gentle breeze, smoothing music and glasses of bitter wine..'

'i chosed to know the truth.. so i have to bear it no matter how much it hurts.. i will get over it someday..'

school school and still school

2007-10-30T04:44:00.001-07:00

recently nth much to update cos all are school stuffs.. not interesting yet dry.. i skipped lec, i slack, i do nth! i'm a SUPER LAZY PERSON! lol.. sch has been so sian.. things doesn't turn out well.. everything seems to be oppose me.. wad i wanted wasn't there, wad i DUN WAN came and always there.. jus get away from me can? irritates me man.. arrggh..

if everybody around me can be truthful to each other, the world will definately be MUCH BETTER! =)

first day of sch

2007-10-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

22nd oct monday
yawns.. wake up soooo early to go sch.. first day was the longest day.. as usual, attend tut and lec.. but lec abit sian ar.. first day alr felt tt way.. haha.. finally ended at 6pm.. tired.. nth much too.. have dinner den home.. tml tut cancelled so maybe dun nd to go sch.. haha..

btw, my appeal was successful.. i got BAF for CDS.. =)

23rd oct tuesday
i have made up my mind.. i decided to stay home to sleep.. haha.. so i sleep until 11 den wake up.. watched tv awhile den slack.. haha.. maybe later goin out to do some shopping.. hehe.. tml aso no tut but got BAF de lec.. duno wan go a not.. haha.. see how again.. k la.. end off here.. enjoy sch guys!

weekends working @ orchard

2007-10-21T06:05:00.000-07:00

20th oct saturday
went to work with yb, jj, mel, sy, peiwen, regina, wendee and a guy which i duno the name. opps.. sry =x haha.. easy but tiring job.. starting from 12pm giving out flyers at somerset mrt with jj and yb.. it goes in groups of three.. so besides the 3 of us, the other group got peiwen, sy and mel and the other group is regina wendee and the guy! haha.. different group will be handling different places.. so at somerset mrt, besides us giving out ocbc flyers, still got ppl giving out weekend TODAY papers, some beauty flyers, some tution centre flyers and newspapers (duno wad paper is tt aso.. first time see..) in the end, we noe each other.. -.- talking to each other.. den jus give lo.. saw friends too~! THANKS for helping us take and THROW! haha..

after tt at 4pm is our break.. went to cineleisure to have lunch.. and we saw a whole group of guys giving out something with the phrase : WARNING: u may forget ur period. haha.. giving out pads.. =.= guessed they have a harder time giving out.. after lunching, went to ps to give flyers lo.. tgt with wendee, peiwen and the guy.. give give give.. den all come to ps in the end.. haha.. 10k of flyers to be distributed.. wah lao eh.. den we spam lo.. -.- din manage to finish.. the rest ended up in the recycle bin.. lol.. finally.. so tiring..

den went to meet loong and company.. went his house to relax! haha.. choya with green tea! truely refreshing and relax.. watched tv, eat peanut, drink choya, play cards, see photo and chattings.. stay until around 1am den cabbed home..

21 oct sunday
same thing.. working.. but today no more spamming of flyers. haha.. jus carry the board and walk around.. objective? to ATTRACT ATTENTION.. haha.. den walked for 8 hours.. of cos in between we went slacking, eating, drinking, resting.. haha.. damn sian lo.. tml goin to start sch le.. gotta home soon to sleep well.. so din go out after work.. 9am class tml.. hope i can wake up.. haha.. k la.. end of story.. gd nite!

2007-10-16T19:57:00.001-07:00

16th oct
went out with peeps to have cartel lunch.. however, the set lunch offer was off alr.. =.= lidat should have dine in at hg mall de branch.. haha.. nevertheless, we still dine at cartel.. we order a la carte lo.. bo bian.. after tt went to arcade.. initially wanted to watch movie de.. but due to several reasons, we din caught any..

den went to rx house for mahjong.. nth much den.. dinner time! some went back so left we 4 dining.. den huiyu joined us.. went pooling first.. so sian.. sleepy le la.. -.- din really pooled.. only played once nia.. so went down to plaza eat.. after eating, we started gossiping abt each other.. woots.. rx and the 7 princess! lol.. talk talk talk.. after tt home sweet home..

reach home le wash up den sleep le.. dun wish to tink of something which i dun wish to tink of.. gd nite..

17th oct
later goin to meet jie to have lunch later.. gotta go le.. bye!

class chalet

2007-10-05T04:03:00.000-07:00

gotten back from class chalet.. wahahahah.. but i'm worned out man.. sleepy and tired.. k la.. update some other time.. cya..

holland v!

2007-09-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

hmm.. has been working at holland v haagen dazs for the past few days.. getting more and more tired of it.. cos the traveling time is simply TOO LONG!! initially was goin to vivo de, den become holland v.. sian diao.. but tt place is a lively place.. so many pubs and new food over there.. haha.. is a GREAT place to ENJOY, not Work.. zzzz.. wadever is it, after next week if still not back to vivo, den i QUIT! haha.. anyway school gonna open le.. gotta allow sometime for me to rot, shop, go out with friends and of cos not forgetting the class chalet next week.. hmm.. nth much to update too.. cos is jus a cycle of working and sleeping.. k la.. goin to sleep le.. gd nite!

work

2007-09-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

work, work and more work.. jus 26 more days to go..
workaholic starts work again tonight.. cya..

feeling unwell..

2007-09-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

this few days nv update cos nth happen aso.. slack at home.. kinda feeling unwell ba.. coughing, sore throat, asthsma.. wadever la.. still wun die yet.. luckily i alr quit my job at OG.. if not, cant imagine what i will be like being there..

wad did i do? nth.. jus sleeping.. sleep after medicine.. wake up le go back to sleep.. so lifeless.. if not den stare at lappy, daydreaming.. haha.. nth much to update le.. get back to bed.. gd nite..

JAY SECRET ALBUM!!

2007-09-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

wahahaha.. today went to ngee ann city for a interview.. hope will get it.. anyway tt is not the main thing i wanna say.. after interview i went to HMV.. Guess wad i have found? hehe.. i found jay's limited ed secret original soundtrack!! wahahahaahaha.. so happy.. obviously i bought it immdiately! some of the pics taken are below.. hehe.. enjoy..

exams are over.. being unrealistic..

2007-09-01T06:43:00.000-07:00

finally exams are over.. but due to exams, cant make it back to serangoon for teacher's day.. so sry.. =/ anyway still meet up with classmate after the last paper.. hmm.. not comments for all the papers.. not really well done but at least sure all can pass.. jus hope my gpa will rise!!! haha..

after the papers, only rest like 2 days before starting to work.. so tml i will be starting work.. athough dun feel like working, but bo bian.. cant possible to wait for money to drop from sky isn't it? lol.. and not forgetting flsm paper.. tt wan still no tt stress.. if cannot pass den sua.. wun affect gpa.. but still, hope tt can pass.. =X

during tis 2 weeks of studying.. felt veri tired.. tired not only physically but aso mentally.. now, i got so many wishes in my mind.. wish tt i could sleep for a long long time to replenish everything i have lost.. wish tt i could have that someone tt will be there with me to share my everything.. wish tt the holiday will nv end.. wish tt everyday could be fun and enjoyable.. wish tt everything is FOC..

however all those wishes wun come true even i waited for 100 years.. being unrealistic and dreaming again.. ok.. tt's all.. back to sleep.. gd nite..

STUDY WEEK

2007-08-27T04:25:00.000-07:00

no update for tis week due to study! a week= 7 days all dedicated to books, pens, notes and of cos foolscape.. sian.. at home studying, outside studying, in school still studying.. alr tired and sick of it! have friends tt alr finish their paper le.. so gd.. as for me, the nightmare starts tml morning, starting with security paper.. jus reach home from school.. now gotta dine and STUDY later.. zzz.. lifeless.. wadever is it, gd luck to those who have paper! ALL THE BEST!

2007-08-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

monday 13rd of august
went sch but dun have irdd cos raymond was overseas.. wahahaha.. veri gd.. den went for flsm.. took attendant and leave.. -.- bo liao.. den went to do projects of cos.. after tt went home.. nth much..

tuesday 14th of august
went sch for space planning.. manage to get revit done in the 2 hours.. submitted submission 2! after tt followed by the lecs.. went for irdd cos got exam tips.. haha.. after tt stayed to do project.. around 5plus leave sch to meet ah jie at somerset mrt at 615.. such coincidence, we arrived at the same time.. haha.. den watch secret the 2nd time at 720.. haha.. was veri nice too.. watched at cathay cine leisure.. the sound system was much more better.. before the movies went to dine.. after tt walk our way to the ps.. went to withdraw money.. den proceed home around 10plus..

wednesday 15th of august
aircon interview!! too bad i duno how to ans questions on duct design.. so super difficult.. zzz.. in the end the teacher change topic to my topic which is thermodynamics.. haha.. still able to ans.. so pass.. after tt do project of cos.. gotta chiong irdd.. den went to free access lab for all the printing and stuffs.. after tt bind, eat and home sweet home!

thursday 16th of august
no security tut anymore.. so went to sch for space planning.. managed to finished and submit! >.< nearly cant hand up sia.. haha.. the folding so complicated.. -.- waste time.. haha.. mr au veri gd lo.. initially got fmf tut at 3 to 5.. he changed to 4 to 6 cos most of us are rushing on space planning.. but till 4, most of us still haven done.. he came down personally to tell us change lesson to tml's morning since security tut is cancelled.. so gd.. haha.. after submission.. went home to do fmf..

friday 17th of august
went to sch for fmf.. was raining so heavily.. zzz.. drenched.. den after lesson went to security revision lec.. the tips was like WOAH.. so many.. like a lot lah.. die le lo.. he keep saying must understand.. cannot memorise de.. haiz.. wadever.. after tt print the fmf stuff out and hand in.. after tt of cos go home lo.. haha..

saturday 18th of august
today! went to sentosa with class.. walk around the resort.. so nice lah.. in the end rain.. so we seek shelter in one of the vacant villa.. the interior so well decorated and furnished.. hope to do SIP there lo.. do it well and get sign on! haha.. after tt dey arrange a buggy to fetch us back to the initial meeting point.. after tt went for tour around sentosa.. explain to us some of the facilities.. here comes the most exciting part.. we are visiting sentosa cove! haha.. all the landed properties, condominum.. so nice.. all the owners are so damn rich sia.. 1 of the man owns 2 lambogini.. wth.. some buy the landed property there jus for STORAGE!!!! wah liao.. give it to me!! haha.. after tt allight somewhere which i duno where for photo taking.. lots of group photos' taken.. will post if i receive any.. after tt took the bus to vivo.. separate with mich and group for ah ma house.. mahjong time.. haha.. chat eat along the way.. after tt home sweet home.. tired.. haha.. gd nite..

t3 trial sucks..

2007-08-11T00:44:00.000-07:00

ok.. let's have a update..

080807 wednesday
went sch as usual.. aircon was boring.. bought breakfast to classroom to eat.. hehe.. teacher dun mind aso.. after tt din go for lecs.. too boring.. after tt lunch.. finally last lesson of the day aka last law tut of the sem!!! woots! gd!! went for it.. it was quite fast.. around 45mins end le.. initially should be 2 hours.. haha.. but din went back home.. went to revit lab do revit of course.. ok.. finally everything is almost done.. monday jus touch up abit den can hand up le! finally.. den can work on irdd and fmf.. so went home to have a look at fmf thingy.. dun even understand.. -.- duno how to start aso.. zzz.. forget it.. ask teacher when got time..

090807 thursday
happy national day!! and it's a public holiday.. went out to catch the new movie by jay chou titled secret.. it was super nice despite the fact it is a romance show.. actually not really romance lah.. got a bit of comedy and action.. all the piano pieces are so nice.. if got dvd, sure go buy.. haha.. anyway, watch it with a lot of ppl.. got me, rx, yb, raymond, joyce, ailing, grace, ziliang, loong and his gf of cos.. haha.. total 10 ppl.. managed to get seats.. after the show loong left with his gf cos gotta go back to camp i tink.. den huiyi and huizhen joined us for fire works at marina sq.. so many ppl.. after fireworks got problems getting out man! >.< after much effort, finally OUT! super hot!! den went to mr bean cafe to have a drink.. after tt home sweet home.. after bathing, drop on my bed and sleep.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

100807 friday
went to the t3 trial.. it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sian lah.. first, board the aircraft, den disembark the aircraft for lunch.. second time, same.. but we disembark for refreshments.. third time aso same.. but we disembark for home.. regretted goin man! arrghh.. waste time.. sit le eat, eat finish sit again.. =.= like pig.. after tt home.. sleep of cos.. lol... at night rx and jj came my house.. play mario.. -.- after home.. initially was goin to rx house downstair to drink de.. den yb late le.. so nvm.. can sleep early aso.. not bad.. after dey go, wash up den back to sleep.. =)

110807 saturday, today
wake up at 10plus goin 11.. den start doing my law report which is goin to due on monday.. managed to do it in 2 hours time.. but haven print out.. hack care.. monday den go sch print.. after tt went to do some banking stuffs before goin to bath.. den no program le.. nvm.. i still got my VCDs and DVDs to keep me entertained.. if not den sleep lo.. haha.. k lah.. tt's all.. cya around..

update for monday and weekends..

2007-08-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

saturday 4th august..
went to swissotel merchant court hotel for high tea. was from 330 to 530.. although it was jus 2 hours, but the food there was super nice and i eat until bloat sia. haha.. it was a buffet style high tea.. quite a lot of ppl.. according to my auntie, still have to book before coming.. haha.. still got ppl last min wan come in but no space.. i am so fortunate. haha.. but den my table was like isolated from the rest.. -.- their space planning no gd.. FAIL! haha.. after tt went back to my ah ma house.. chatted with cousins.. quite a long period of time nv go liao.. change quite alot.. like the colours of the wall.. all bright colours.. got oleng, yellow.. like kindergarden to me.. haha.. den sofa aso changed.. from the wooden type to the leather de.. so comfortable.. after tt went home with my mum and aunt.. on the way back physco my mum to buy laptop for me.. haha.. den was successfull.. but it's for sch work anyway.. lots of project haven do.. haiz.. tt's all for today.. =)

Sunday 5th august
woke up in the morning.. den mum acc dad go dentist.. after tt goin to get my lappy! woots.. ok.. but hope wasn't tt high cos everytime see see nia.. so went to sim lim square to meet dem.. walk walk walk.. hp lappy was too ex for me.. but the design really super nice.. the promoter intro the LG de.. similar specs de cost lower by $100 bucks which 1 more year of warranty.. so decided to get tt lo.. LG de aso not bad in terms of outlook.. is the name which i dun like.. haha.. but the ram(3gb), processor(core 2 dual) and graphics(nvidia 8400) i was satisfied with it.. hehe.. den went home by bus while my mum and dad went to shop again.. haha.. reach home set everything up.. revit, mirosoft.. all those things.. after tt went to sleep.. prepare for sch.. haha..

monday 6th august, today
went to sch with wendy.. din really late for irdd.. was on time! LOL.. seldom ar.. haha.. den after tt was my presentation on flsm.. all done le.. but teacher ask 1 question i stunned there.. i forget after assembly have to do wad.. -.- luckily yonghan help me ans.. haha.. FLSM down le! hehe.. den stayed back to do space planning.. oh ya.. michelle was so lucky.. she found her thumbdrive! haha.. so we only left with half of rooftop and skylight.. tml 2hours chiong and submit lah.. haha.. hope can make it.. national day's coming so meaning got public holiday.. haha.. and jay's new movie coming out. anyone wan watch? haha.. k lah.. gotta go le.. cya..

skin updated

2007-07-27T20:47:00.001-07:00

nth to do so change blog skin.. haha.. later den update.. cya..

2007-07-25T07:28:00.003-07:00

27th july friday

go sch in the morning at 10.. forget to wake wendy up.. opps.. sorry =X haha.. started raining.. kinda sian.. done up with my aircon question and start revising for the security test.. super not worth.. din really studied.. jus read through like most of us did.. after tt proceed with the test.. aw.. dun tink will pass.. anyway is jus 5%.. adding with the previous test, become 10%.. tis 10% sure fail liao.. all hopes are pinned on the project and main exam.. if main exam no tips like the termtest, can fail le lo.. haiz.. after tt had lunch at mensa before heading home..

still got projects in hand.. some in the process of doing, some haven even started!! feel tt 24 hours a day is not enough.. >.< now tinking of buying laptop for convenience use.. cos my com total cannot make it.. now alr so laggy.. imagine i install revit and auto cad.. can die off immediately sia.. LOL.. tonight go persuade parents to buy for me..

if not use the last resort- borrow from bank!! haha.. tt's wad mr au told us in tut ytd.. he said actaully dun nd 21 years aso can borrow money.. not too much though.. a few grand still can make it.. our tertiery bus pass not only can use to take bus/mrt or buy student meals, still can borrow $$ WITHOUT paying interest.. woah! haha.. sounds great.. but muz repay all before graduating.. haha.. hmm.. tt's all for the day.. cya!

presented security

2007-07-25T07:28:00.002-07:00

26th july thursday
as usual went sch lo.. meeting wendy too.. but 72 dun wan to come!! -.- wait for half an hour aso dun wan come.. so meet her at sengkang.. took 27 to sch.. the 27 bus plate aso veri nice.. 2772T.. haha.. conbination of 27 and 72..

in the end reach sch at 1030.. last grp to present. but overall still ok ba.. den teacher wan us cut cost by 20%.. -.- deadline thurs again.. dun tell me next wednesday will be like ytd lidat.. super tiring de lo.. zzz.. after tt space planning was alright followed by fmf tut.. fmf tutor today told us so many jokes.. haha.. too much le lah.. only laughter was in the classroom.. ended at 5pm.. went home after tt..

sian.. reach home i have to do aircon stuffs and study for security test tml.. it's on topic 4.. sounded easy eh? but NO.. topic 4 got 94 pages hor!! yet the test is weigh only 5%.. wth.. study so much for jus 5%.. haiz.. no choice.. i alr lagging behind le.. so die die muz study!!! k lah. enough le.. later after dinner gotta pia books liao.. T.T

SUPER LONG DAY LAH!!

2007-07-25T07:28:00.001-07:00

25th july wednesday

SUPER DUPER LONG day doing sch work and stuffs... stayed awake from 0600 till now 2230.. now veri sleepy.. eyes' closing.. but cant sleep yet due to security project..

ok.. update wad i have done for the day..

firstly, woke up at 0600 to get rdy for sch which starts at 0800.. met wendy too.. we reached at 0830.. aircon lesson tt was.. 2 hours of aircon doing 1 question.. -.- den handed up.. i forget to bring my portfolio.. so went back to take during the 2 lecs.. took 27! haha.. cos morning 27 back to hg no ppl de.. quite fast too.. reach in half an hour time.. so took my portfolio and bring my security book den back to sch.. reach sch around 1145.. crap outside the revit lab.. safwan yonghan mark and anas joking around.. running competition.. woots.. who win? GUESS! is ANAS! wahahahah.. he skipped through and he WON! LOL.. so super funny..

after tt appel.. den mark and anas realise dey not our CP de.. haha.. den late for their appel.. so williana checked our portfolio.. den can go le.. went for lunch at short circuit.. simple fare when is lunching for me jerry and marcus.. easy.. haha.. after tt jerry went home while me and marcus went to library slack due to cds at later time..

not long, wendy called to do the security project.. went to take thumbdrive from both yonghan and huizhen.. so i TRAVELLED from library to breadboard.. den to lt 41 which is jus upstairs.. den went back to library 7th floor.. met wendy grala for project.. but the time is alr 1330.. went off for law tut at 1400.. prepare the tut earlier.. so easy for lesson.. only 3 activities.. after tt lesson's OVER! it only lasted around 35mins.. went back to library 7th floor at around 1445.. consecutively, glida, sharon, huizhen came.. den grala left for jap lesson and we continue doing.. shendia aso come.. her law tut aso end early.. haha.. she went to eat with wendy and grala.. den we crap at library.. we surfing around friendster, commenting on tis and that.. haha.. so funny..

after tt dey went back.. yonghan came too.. anyway project alr done.. so pack up.. get rdy to go home.. haha.. so went back with wendy.. she wanted to find present for her sis.. so before goin home, went to tm and cs to see whether there's any.. shopped till like 1930 before we went to take 72 home.. din buy anything for her sis but she bought 2 bangers! yellow and white.. only $5.. =) too bad the 2 for $15 shoes no size, if not tink she will aso buy.. haha.. how i wish converse shoes were aso selling at 2 for $15.. LOL..

so went back tampines interchange to quece for 72.. the quece was super long. seriously long.. so many ppl yet so little bus.. waited for awhile before the bus came.. on boarding, i saw my ah jie.. haha.. aso on the way home from work.. but she gonna change working place le.. so cant see her tt often liao.. =( nvm lah.. can always contact de.. haha.. we found a seat for both of us.. wendy was tired.. she wanted to sleep.. she change 3 poses.. still CANT sleep.. haha.. bus was too rocky.. around 2020 reach hougang interchange.. before alight intro her to my ah jie.. cos ah jie ask me to.. -.- den bye wendy!

after alighting accompany ah jie to hg mall to buy stuffs for her working friends.. went to ntuc for awhile.. bought some choco and biscuits.. after tt went home.. home around 9pm.. watched the channel 8 new show.. was nice and FUNNY! should watch.. typing the security cost while watching.. after the show, 10pm called wendy to online to send all the security project stuffs so tt she can do ppt and some songs she wanted.. alr 2330.. so tired.. cannot tahan liao.. went to bed after tt.. fell asleep real soon after i lied on the bed.. haha..

really long day so it was a long post.. haha.. =)

congrats jie.

2007-07-24T06:13:00.000-07:00

aw.. tired.. jus reach home around 730.. super tired.. went for a bath.. refreshing.. haha.. den went to do up the law tut.. sian.. still ok lah.. jus anyhow do.. entertain the tutor can le.. ok.. here's the detail route of the today's program.. haha..

firstly went to sch into morning to continue doing the space planning project.. but din manage to do much cos must wait for teacher to comfirm our final draft before starting on revit.. so slack till 11am den go down to boon lay-ntu to attend my cousin's convocation.. it was my first time taking mrt from tampines all the way to boon lay.. super long.. from 1 end to another sia.. butt numb liao lah.. haha.. reach ntu at around 1230.. saw my cousin.. congraduated her.. woots.. there was so many ppl.. wearin the same thingy.. haha.. spotted my cousin finally.. -.- den of cos followed by photo-taking session.. took a few pieces with her.. den help her took a video of her classmate and her throwing the hat up!! the effect was not bad.. but my aunt who was jus beside me, talk so loudly till all was recorded.. haha.. anyway, it's ok.. den waited for her to change into her casual wear..

left ntu at 330plus.. after tt took train again.. from boon lay to harbourfront-vivo.. long journey aso.. reach around 4pm.. jie go to sign work contract.. so we went to shop around vivo.. around 430 den go imperial herbal restaurant have some food.. ordered dim sum and wait for jie to come back before serving the main course.. order cheese seafood baked rice.. so did jie.. haha.. common taste.. cheese rocks! wahahahahaha.. jie joined us at around 520.. the baked rice was special.. it was served in a claypot.. seafood- got prawn, sotong and fish.. serving size was alright.. only $5.80.. paid the bill by my 2nd aunt.. total was 80plus.. kinda ok actually.. 6 ppl only 80plus.. each person not even 20 bucks.. haha.. but it was a treat from 2nd aunt.. muhahahaha..

leave the restaurant around 630.. den jie went to meet her friends go out chiong.. haha.. although tml she got work, still go chiong.. if is me, i will aso do the same! wahahahaha.. as for me, of cos go home lo.. still got work to do aso.. hmm.. how i wish i was one of the graduates in the convocation.. so fun.. NVM! i believe tis day will come FOR ME!! haha.. k lah.. enough for today's long day.. will post the photos when my cousin send me.. haha.. cya..